Noraini Abdullah

Where was me?

2011-11-22T16:58:00.000+08:00

Hullo peeps.

Wow, when was the last time I wrote in here? Lemme check...uhuh.. almost 4 months! I've been encounter writer's block such a long time. or maybe I was too lazy. Never mind.

So, last week was a big day for Kekcha. It was no easy job to handle such an event. Everyone was wiping their sweat off to make it work. Alhamdulillah, the day went as good as the weather that day.

He was here too. Feeling nervous as if being the groom. I couldn't thank more for everything you've done. You are like the bone to my spine, the heart to my life, the air to my breath.

Time will tell for how long we will go. But I hope for eternity.

Singapore trip! Finally~

2011-07-22T01:51:00.000+08:00

Hello and salam everyone!

Wow, I haven't write like what, 2 months? Guess I've encountered writer's block, ey? Don't worry, you don't miss out much about me. Ecewah.

Anyways,

I went to Singapore 2 weeks ago but I only managed to update about it today! Really meh? Gila punya pemalas nak menulis. Do I need to say more on this trip? It was beyond awesome! Took the earliest flight on 7th July and safely landed one hour later, 7.10am to be exact. Well, hello Singapore!

sunrise!

Took the MRT and rushed off to check in our room and leave our baggage. Kitorang sampai awal tapi we could only check in the earliest by 11 because the room service. Oh well, by that time we already missed 2 hours to spend in USS! Lepas dah mandi, bergegas siap naik MRT ke Harbour Front Station kemudian tukar train Sentosa Express ke Waterfront Station. I love the MRT. Sangat efficient, though it costed a lot if u took the MRT I think. We wanted to be there as fast as we could, so MRT was the fastest and easiest.

We spend half of the day in USS. I have to say I was more excited than him! The food in there was way too pricey. So we rather not spend any penny for food, except we have to buy nachos to get some exchange money. Lepas tu, kena sewa locker SGD 4 for an hour. Ridiculous jugak when we have to think about it. Tapi nak buat macam mana, terbang lah beg tu kalau nak bawak naik roller coaster! LOL.

Kitorang tak cover all rides pun actually. Masa macam tak cukup. Blame the bloody ride we had at Jurassic Park. Waiting time 30 minit, tapi sejam lebih tunggu! TIPUUUUU~ Dah lah ride air tu tak best. Lencun pulak tu. MENCI~

of all the 3 extreme roller coaster, we only rode 2 of them. Figure out yourself which one we didn't ride. Hehs.

I wish to explore the whole Sentosa Island, tapi masa sangat mencemburui kami. We went to Esplanade later after that. The night view was mesmerizing. Kitorang dinner dekat stall situ. 10 chicken wings for dinner. We went home with bloated stomach.

The next day, pergi Orchard Rd. Kononnya nak shopping, but only bought a few. Hehs. Nak kejar masa, kitorang sampai Changi Airport pukul 4.30pm sebab flight pukul 7.10pm.

Klimaks terjadi.

We almost missed the flight. One minute left, and we could have been in trouble. The exact 7.10pm we were at Gate C16 as stated in boarding pass, we were told our flight has been changed to Gate D30. Masa ni Tuhan je tahu perasaan kitorang bila dapat tahu tukar gate. Kitorang pun ape lagi, berlari seboleh-boleh nya sampai Gate D30 seperti yang diberitahu oleh pekerja situ. Aku dah tewas halfway. Tawakal ape nak jadi lepas tu. Nak lari memang dah semput dah.

Sesampai Gate D30, counter dah gelap tapi ada orang. Kitorang redah masuk. Kakak yang check boarding pass kitorang cakap camni, "you are the last two to arrive". OMG MACAM AMAZING RACE! Masa ni memang lepas kan nafas selega-leganya! Alhamdulillah, we didn't miss the flight. I have been imagining a lot if we missed the flight. Apa aku nak buat, nak cakap ape kat parents, nak beli tiket baru pakai apa..duit takde, kena stranded kat airport macam cerita The Terminal ke..etc etc. All those imagination vanished the moment we stepped into the flight. Alhamdulillah.

Safely arrived an hour or more(ada lagging sikit) at LCCT and we headed straight back home.

I miss Singapore and I know I'll go there again! :)

Brand New Semester

2011-05-28T01:16:00.000+08:00

It has been a week since new semester started. I'll be taking 4 subjects this sem:

Vibration
Heat Transfer
Malaysian Studies
Engineering Economics and Entrepreneurship

Total credit hour of 12.Will I be able to make it through this semester? I hope so =D

I have lost ideas of what to write lately. Guess I just don't feel like telling the world what's been happening to me right now, what I've been doing, what's on my mind, who I've been out with, where I've gone to.. well... there's more to secrecy about me now..

Ok lah, tak tahu nak tulis ape. Gedik-gedik je nak update jugak. Bye!

Cheklist abroad! Episode 4: Universal Studio Singapore.

2011-05-03T19:24:00.000+08:00

Dah beli tiket USS! The price differs if you go on weekdays and weekend. Kami pergi on weekdays, jadi murah lah sikit, $66 SGD. On weekend the price is SGD $72.

Nak beli ticket online kena pakai Master Card/Visa. I think it's safer if beli awal kan..early preparation..just in case.. cewah.. TAPI I DON'T HAVE A CREDIT CARD~! (jerit hati kecil ku). I thought of asking my dad's, tapi tak berapa nak berani. HAHAHA. Glad I have a friend who's using a credit card. Cool, right? I knowww! :D

So, what you need to do to buy online ticket is:

1) Go to this website. http://rwsentosa.com
2) You see the column on the left "RESERVATION". Pick "attraction only" and select the date of visit.
3) Click Check Availability and they will direct you to next step. Choose ticket type, in my case we chose 1-Day Pass. Click "Add to Itinerary".
4) Verify your booking and "Check Out".
5) Now you enter all the info required. This is where you'll be needing the owner of credit card to enter the required details.
6) After completing all the details, Proceed with Payment.
7) Tunggu a minute lebih kurang untuk dorang verify the credit card. Pastu settle! The confirmation and tickets will be sent to your email.
8) MAKE SURE YOU PRINT THE TICKETS TAUUU!! Kang tak pasai2 tak buleh masuk pule. Menangis tak berlagu lah time tuuu.

Senang sangat kannnnn? :D I CAN'T WAIT!

Next post will be on hostel.

PS: This post was written very caca marba because I've just returned from library. Mengantuk GILA tapi tak nak tidur petang, so I pull all my strength to post this up! -___-

Checklist Abroad! Episode 3: Air Asia so cheap!

2011-05-03T01:28:00.000+08:00

Long time no see, people!

I'm in the midst of study week now. I know I should have gone nerdy all week! But I can't stop myself from updating my Singapore checklist. Okay, as the title above you know I'll be writing on my flight ticket.

We have booked flight ticket by Air Asia. As some of you might not know this, Air Asia is doing promo again and again and again!

Low Fares! Travel Now!

Booking Period

3 May 2011 - 8 May 2011

Travel Period

13 June 2011 - 31 July 2011

(more info visit Air Asia)

But then, we have booked the flight ticket one day earlier so we missed this promo. We could have saved RM20! HAHAHA. The date has been decided but with a little bit change of plan. I've told you it'll be one day trip kan. But then ramai cakap tak cukup satu hari! So we'll be staying one night. Where if you ask? I'll update more on that soon! :D

I suggest if you wanna be the early birds to know on Air Asia promo, go register membership nowwwww!!!

Return price for one : RM188

Checklist abroad! Episode 2: udah siap paspur nya!

2011-04-21T20:43:00.000+08:00

Hai saya kembali lagi! Mari kita teruskan ke-excited-an ~~Europe trip~~ Singapore trip.

Checklist pertama;

buat passport

telah berjaya! Done my passport at Immigration Department Wangsa Maju branch. I'm no good at describing locations, tapi tempat tu dekat Sri Rampai, berdekatan dengan petrol station ESSO. Pandai-pandai lah Google Maps ye. What I can say is that, this place is highly recommended because the service is quite fast dan tunggu sejam je nak siap. Best kann? Masa nak tunggu tu, pi lah breakfast kat depan immigration tu.

The cost for 2 years (48 pages) passport is RM100. If you are quite a traveler, you can go for 5 years for only RM300! I wish I were that rich lah nak travel selalu. Yang 2 tahun ni pun entah penuh ke tak. Anyways, operation hour is from 8.00am to 5.00pm. Kitorang sampai kul 9 lebih, tunggu turn sekejap.. then wallah, you've just made a passport!

Just in case if you lupa ambil gambar passport, afraid not! Kat sebelah immigration tu banyak je kedai gambar, cuak tak cuak gak lah cara diorang persuade pi ambik gambar kat kedai dia. When I got out from the car, laju jer pekerja-pekerja ni berebut suruh pi kedai mereka.

And you will be needing salinan IC also.

this is the place!

Masa sampai-sampai tu salah masuk tempat, pi pergi JPN pulakk! Nasib baik tak ambik nombor giliran lagi -___-

PS: freely go to immigration website for more details :) here

Checklist abroad! Episode 1 : Flight ticket

2011-04-13T01:11:00.001+08:00

Hello my beautiful readers!

I am planning to visit a Singapore somewhere in July (mid-sem break), InsyaAllah. and it'll be my first time going abroad (if you call it abroad lah kan). So, I'm so excited I am making a checklist now. If you are a first timer like me also, you can follow this guideline lah. weeeee :D

buat passport
book Air Asia flight tickets return
buy online tickets to USS
check train route to USS from Changi Airport
research how to get to Orchard
planning where to go after USS (7pm-12am)

Anyways, this is a one day trip only. Tak nak check in dekat any hotel kerana akan exceed budget untuk shopping. Hehehe. So, what we are planning is book the first flight to Singapore and balik on the first flight the next day. Nice, no? We prefer to go by flight because it's faster since we'll be doing one day trip kan.

So untuk flight ticket would cost me, RM148.

www.airasia.com

But I also did some research on KTMB. The fares for return would cost you RM34(pergi) + 34SGD(balik) = RM129.20. (Note : Currency, 1SGD = RM2.40). Tak jauh beza mana pun lah kan dengan naik flight, tak gituuu? But if you still insist go there by KTMB, check this link for train schedule and fare. and this link for guide by train to Singapore, I wont go that into details. I also don't do research on bus sebab lagi lambat laaaa nak sampai! =D

Wait for next episode. Muahh muahh ^____^

PS : If you have any suggestion about trip to Singapore, don't hesitate to leave a comment! I'd love to hear your story too! :D

March has been good.

2011-03-31T01:27:00.001+08:00

I don't know how to put them in words.

March has been good, very good indeed.

Everyday is one kind of a day.

Anyways,

I'm gonna leave you with this song for you to ponder.

Ahhhh, I just love the songs, the voice, the lyrics and the video!

When you hear but you just don't listen

When you're looking but you just don't see

When you're thinking there's no rhyme or reason

Think of me

When you're getting to the end of a hard day

And you're thinking it's a long way home

When you're thinking that you're just plain crazy

Because you're on your own

Think of me

I will find you, I promise

I will make you believe, oh

That I'm in this crazy love for the long haul

So think of me

Think of me

When you're laying on my favorite pillow

All you want to do is fall asleep

When you're gazing out the bedroom window

Please think of me

Think of me

When you're driving down an empty highway

You're surrounded by the sky and sea

When you're seeing such a thing of beauty

Do you think of me?

Think of me

Futsal is my new passion!

2011-03-22T21:28:00.000+08:00

HELLLOOO!

Remember my previous post I was telling you about futsal? Oh yeah, I kinda like it! No, I LOVE IT! Kitorang sangat beriya tauuuuu sampai buat jersey walaupun main takde lah semegah mana. Takpe, coach kata we're improving a lot! We participated for our very first tournament last week. Well, we didn't win. But that's okayyy! Tak boleh la nak expect too much for first timer kan? :)

Banyak sangat lesson we learnt masa tournament tu. Don't under estimate your opponents!! and collect as much experience as you can. So yeah, I did learn so much last week despite I sprained both my ankle during practice and could not perform well on the tournament :(

But anywayssss, nanti nak beli kasut futsal laaaa. weeeeee! Siap dengan ankle guard dan knee guard! :D Baru lah semangat nak practice! :P

Pictures taken on tournament, credit to D5000 Syera.

Procrastination

2011-02-28T23:23:00.001+08:00

"Green turns Red, you keep playing in my head, I don't know where it would lead, thanks to you we talk until we go to bed" - Nony, 28th February 2011

Things I procrastinate :

~~Presentation slides~~
~~Presentation outline~~
Rehearse for presentation
Study for next week's test
ETP Progress Report, design, etc etc
Resume

Since everybody has started writing up their resume and CV, saya pun tak nak mengalah jugak! Some of them have already submitted their CV, like whoaa that fast you wanna go to internship, man? Fine, I wanna make mine too! Soon....yeah..soon..~

ETP has really gotten on my nerves lately. I'm sure everyone in my group feels the same. We kinda behind the schedule now. The circuit we built is very limited to certain conditions, so not much could be done unless we find a ready-made manufactured circuit which might cost a lot.

I'm so relaxed yet I have lots to do now. Ok lah BYE.

"you sure are heavy, but I have to savvy, 'cause I'm so in topsy-turvy" - LOL, I just made that up!

Random musings.

2011-02-26T02:44:00.001+08:00

Hi.

Yesterday was technically my first time going to IRC (Information Resource Centre a.k.a library) for this semester. I haven't been there for quite a while, not counting the countless time I went there to renew textbooks' dateline. For the last two semesters, I spent my study week in the room. So, I kinda forgot what's like to study there. Hmmm, guess I should probably start going there next week(kot).

Oh, yesterday I went there to find materials for my presentation but ended up found nothing because I searched the books at the wrong section. The space between the book shelves were very cozy, so I randomly picked any book nearby, sit between the space and studied them(tipu). OK, I laid down and tidur(ni pun tipu). FINE, we cam-whored =D

I don't know if I should restrain myself from writing everything here, yes..like everything... because.. I feel like writing everything..yes..like everything that's been happening.. but erm.. if I do.. I would most probably gonna make fool of myself.. so I don't know..

What else...

I've just started setting my foot on futsal. For over a century, I've never thought I would kick a ball for reaaaall. I have a dark past about football so took me years to get off the trauma. Anyways, few days ago my friends are excited to make a team. I kind of reluctant to join actually because I no good at kicking, but no harm trying kan? dengan gagah dan berani nya, I went for my first practice today whilst my friends have already had friendly match yesterday. Took me by surprise when they said I can actually kick the ball!! HAHA. Teruja to the extreme. So I said, I'll give my full commitment to the team. InsyaAllah =D

I have eight months to get to my ideal weight and firm shape because someone's wedding is coming up on November, insyaAllah. Of couse I wanna look ~~sexy~~ good and bold on that wedding. We(names yet to remain unknown) even push each other to pull it off, in a sarcastic way. HAHA. So, my main meals are bread and tuna or peanut butter. I'm begging you please don't ajak me to makan sedap-sedap because I'm easily termakan pujuk rayu.

Plus, I'm on a tight budget. Remember I wrote about Europe trip kan?(if you are a loyal reader, you'd know..if not go baca entry kat bawah-bawah).

Hah, malam-malam buta ni mencurah-curah pulak idea nak mengarut. If you manage to read until here, WOW I'm impressed. If not, what to do......I'm only good at writing crap. I am no good writer(author?).

Well I guess, I've written most of everything already -_-"

PS : please remind me everyday not to overspent my monthly allowance.

dua dan satu.

2011-02-23T01:01:00.002+08:00

Saya dah bertambah lagi satu umur. Terima kasih semua yang memberi ucapan. Kalian ialah cool! Paling hebat!

Memandangkan saya dah boleh dikategorikan dewasa(wow), telah tiba masanya untuk mencari calon suami. WAKAKAKAKA. Kalau mak dengan ayah baca ni, boleh kena tempeleng sedozen.

Dan mungkin, herm, kena berubah lebih matang! Diri ini terasa sangat immature dan masih berperangai seperti budak-budak belasan tahun. OMG. Aku selalu berangan aku masih empat belas tahun. Aku paling suka empat belas tahun. Lima belas tahun pun suka jugak. enam belas dengan tujuh belas tak suka sangat sebab time tuh gemuk. HAHAHA. ok, aku merepek.

I don't expect much to happen this year, but yeah February has been legendary. I treasure every second of every day I've spent in February. I don't wanna put high hopes for what comes next, gotta pray for the best. Indeed, I pray everyday for it. I want it to happen, insyaAllah.

Kembali berbahasa ibunda.

Tahun ini punya kejutan memang terkejut. Terkejut bukan sebab aku dibawa ke hotel 5 bintang, no no no what dayya expect man? ehh, aku nak menulis dalam bahasa ibunda! Aku lebih suka acara kecil-kecilan. Tidak membazir, bak kata orang dewasa. Maka, dengan kek yang cream-o(kami pasti itu bukan oreo) keju yang sedap dan sedikit jajan, mereka meraikan hari lahir saya di bilik. oh, tak lupa juga bunting yang di ambil(bukan curi ye) yang masih tergantung dekat tigkap ni haaa. OH Tuhan Ku, kalian sangat manis (OMG, you guys are so sweet)

shessshh, benda hijau tu.......*nanges*

bilik saye santekkkk... terima kasih fatin & tim yang rajin deco!

i'm gonna kill this cake.

one hell of a cake. I LOVE IT!

bunting yang saya cakap tadi. nice eh? ;D

I know I only had one cake. But who cares.. that one cake means the world to me. I love everyone for pulling their sweat for making it happen. Despite all the busyness we are all facing now, they still have time for me.. how sweet is that? THANK YOU SEMUA! I really don't mind the late wishes, it's the thought that counts kan?

Yes, I'm getting old.

Salam Maulidur Rasul.

2011-02-15T13:44:00.000+08:00

Jom kita banyakkan berselawat. Bukan setakat hari ini, tapi untuk hari-hari seterusnya. I miss you, Rasulullah :') Take me to where ever you go, I wanna be with you.

Okay. So, I will be spending one whole day in the room practicing my presentation. I don't know if I'm gonna nail it. I am no good with audience. I gotta practice harder than everyone else.

Bye.

Dancing in the rain.

2011-02-15T00:53:00.001+08:00

My second agenda in February was unintentionally planned. It was Monday evening that we decided to go out for a jog. The sun was striking straight through the skin initially. So yeah, we were sweating a lot. Until we decided to return home after jog, the rain started to pour. We had to give it a while because it's just started raining. Orang cakap, hujan yang baru turun tak elok. After a few minutes of gossiping, we walked back home and the rain was getting heavy but the storm has gradually going far.

The climax starts here.

The storm has gone. There goes our brilliant ideas to mandi hujan. The idea popped up right before we wanted to took a step up back to the house. My house was located on second floor. So we screamed calling out our housemates to join us! Mesti house lain terganggu sebab kitorang bising gila. I'm sorry, we can't help it! We ran back and forth and laughed and let the rain freely pour down on our faces. There's water spout, the feeling when it hit us was undeniably incredible. I don't care if it's gross or whatsoever, we just couldn't stop playing!

WOW, I feel like in a movie. I could not recall when was the last time I'd been playing in the rain. 11 years old, I suppose? That was 10 YEARS AGO!!

Did I mention, February is gonna be LEGENDARY? Oh yeah, baby!

But, the runny nose and cough are not getting any better. Padan muka.

Ps: I'm currently practicing my PCS presentation. That explains the poyo-tak-boleh-blah English. Kalau lah presentation tak payah bercakap -_-"

Her almost big day.

2011-02-07T22:58:00.000+08:00

Have I told you February is gonna be Legendary? YESSS, February is gonna be LEGEND, wait for it - ARY!!!

So, the first agenda was running smoothly the other day. It was my sister's almost big day. Alhamdulillah, the weather was fine and the event went well.

My sister did not hire an official photographer because she said it might cost a lot since we'd have a small ceremony je. Also, the make up was done by bakal kakak ipar. Heeee ;P So, scratch the cost for mak andam. Anyway, the cost for the everything tak mahal sangat. Kalau nak tahu harga, ask my sister. HAHA.

Oh, this is her blog if you wanna stalk her, e-chacha

I don't think I can upload the pictures with internet connection like this. I have uploaded a few in Facebook. Check it out okeh!! Banyak lagi tak edit sebenarnya. Malas much? ;p

Second agenda is coming real soon. Wait for it? ;)

Selamat Datang Februari.

2011-02-01T14:27:00.000+08:00

Sila jangan tanya kenapa, but I have a strong feeling this February is gonna rock my world. Ada beberapa agenda penting akan berlaku sepanjang bulan Februari ini. Ya, saya tekankan sekali lagi - beberapa agenda.

Aku akan update pasal agenda-agenda tersebut lepas dah selesai. Baru lah surprise kan?

Bulan Februari juga bermaksud, I'm starting collecting money for my future. OK, itu tipu. I'm collecting money untuk EUROPE TRIP. Mungkin bunyi nya macam hangat-hangat tahi ayam, atau pun mat jenin... tapi kalau ada determination, semuanya tidak mustahil, kan? HAHA. Apesal poyo sangat ayat.

Pernah dengar lagu Yuna, Backpacking Around Europe? Lebih kurang camtu lah angan-angan nak pergi Europe dengan backpackers. Weeeeeee.

Tak tahu dah nak tulis apa. Sem ni ada project nak buat. Project besar punyeeee. *tak besar sangat pun*

Sem yang tak best.

2011-01-26T16:47:00.000+08:00

Serius tak tipu.

Semester ni punya subject semua tak meyakinkan. Lepas tu subject core ada kait-kait dengan subject lepas-lepas. Dah lah haram tak ingat apa masa lecturer suruh recall balik. Nangis lah camni.

Ada lagi satu subject, Professional Communication Skills. Haaa, dengar nama je pun dah gerun kan? ke tak? Sukati lah. Yang pasti subject ni pasti membuatkan daku mengeluarkan peluh-peluh jantan(apa aku mengarut ni?) Apa-apa pun, aku risau lah subject ni. Kalau nak tengok aku tergagap masa presentation nanti boleh lah datang.

Apa lagi...

Sem ni banyak free time. Rasa boring pulak bila takde kelas. Ahh aku ni, banyak songeh je. Masa banyak kelas aku complain, free banyak pun complain jugak. Sila lempang aku ni.

Lepas tu, aku ada satu azam. Azam aku ialah.................................

nak jumpa Mr Azamuddin. Kah kah kah.

OK, serius.

Azam aku tahun ini kan, aku nak....erm.... segan lah nak cakap. Next time lah aku cerita azam aku.

BAI.

Recap of July 2010 semester

2011-01-15T03:06:00.000+08:00

Honestly, I can't really remember anything vivid about July 2010 semester. It has been one of those painful semester for me and I don't want to keep that close to heart.

But,

There's only one moment that I wish I could turn back the time to that day. Hari Raya celebration. Mechanical Engineering Jan '08 had barbecue and everyone was being helpful. That's the only day that I would want to keep close to heart.

ESQ Training was also one of those days that has changed my perception on everything. I thank MARA for giving such an opportunities to be part one of them. I know I rebelled at first, and that was because I didn't know what the messages is being delivered.

The rest of the semester, I don't know. When I grow older, I might be laughing and smiling at those painful and silly days back then.

Next semester is gonna be tougher and hopefully I'll be working harder.

All I ever wanted is to change.

Cameron Highlands.

2011-01-12T22:38:00.000+08:00

It was Thursday and the weather was rather overcast that morning. After the two cars fired up engines and off we went to Cameron Highlands at 8.30am. The journey took about 3 hours, I think.

Kedai Kaktus

Ladang Teh

Ladang Strawberry

tapi paling terkeciwa sekali pergi Cameron Highlands ialah :

1) Pembuangan sampah besar-besaran dekat tepi jalan. dah melimpah sampai jalan raya dah.

2) Tarahan bukit dan kuari menyebabkan udara tercemar.

All in all, the trip was fun!

Nostalgia

2011-01-11T01:17:00.000+08:00

Tadi nak cari dictionary lama kat rak buku,

and and and and

I found this picture inside!

OMG, I am super excited.

Cepat-cepat scan and upload dekat Facebook.

LOL.

6 Berlian rox!

I super miss lah this class.

I was the Bendahari class since standard 4 kot? or 3? Tak ingat dah.

and jawatan Bendahari tu saye lah yang pegang sampai form 3.

HEBAT TAKK? :D

(sebab DULU saye terel Math. Dulu je aaaa)

I still keep in touch like half of them only.

Ramai jugak yang dah tak ingat nama.

RINDU!

Kalau cik adik bijak bistari, cuba lah cari yang mana satu Noraini!

unedited.

edited contrast and brightness.

2011.

2011-01-06T01:04:00.000+08:00

Hi.

It's already 6th January and this is my first post for 2011. Woot woot. I've not updated the blog as per always because there's not much to tell anyway.

Bangun tidur, makan, tengok tv, baca surat khabar, online, blog walking, kalau rajin tengok movie or series and the rest are all cliche. Believe me, you don't want to know what my routine kan?

Anyways, I am not feeling quite well since Monday. Mula-mula sakit tekak, esoknya selesema, and today I think the cough is coming pulak. Oh man, ubat selesema is the best medicine if you want to sleep for one whole day. What's with sleeping pill? Ubat selesema is WAYYY BETTER! (sila jangan lakukan aksi ini kalau ada masalah tidur. saya tak tanggung haaa kalau overdose!)

I made egg tart today~ sakit-sakit ni mengidam nak makan macam-macam pule.

Pardon the messy-ness. I am not perfecto yo. It's not like you gonna eat the tray kan? Kah kah kah. Anyway, the recipe was copied from here. Kudos to My Resipi. I wanted to post the picture in Laporan Masakan tapi tak jumpa kat mana nak upload. *poyo*

I love My Resipi veghy veghy much because I can find like everything in there! You name it! Rasanya hari-hari bukak website My Resipi sampai dah ada kat tabs untuk most visited. Cool ey?

My next experiment would be....jeng jeng jeng.

PS : I wanted to write about my holiday to Cameron Highlands actually, but I still haven't transferred the photos. Blerghh

PSS : and I also wanted to write about my 2011 goal actually. Durhh.

I wish,

2010-12-29T04:20:00.000+08:00

Aku harap aku bukan aku.

Aku harap dia bukan dia.

Aku harap aku dia, dia aku.

Aku harap engkau dengan dia yang aku, bukan dia yang dia.

Aku harap engkau ialah engkau yang engkau,

dan aku harap engkau yang engkau masih ada,

untuk aku.

Forget me, can you?

2010-12-29T04:08:00.000+08:00

I am twenty years old, soon in two month the number will change whether I like it or not. What it is like to be twenty, if you feel like asking me. Truthfully, twenty has been just another year I have messed up with. In fact, even worse.

I am not improving in anything.

I suck in baking. I suck in cooking. I do not know how to sew. I suck in driving. I do not remember routes. MOST OF ALL, I SUCK IN STUDY.

I am twenty years old. I do not know if I will ever want to remember my life growing up as a twenty year old woman.

I suck in making friends. I suck in maintaining friendship. I suck when I were about to lose a friend.

There were times when I feel like being a nasty backstabber, stabbing people hard on their back and feeling good about it.

Indeed.

I have no skill la.

2010-12-18T02:44:00.001+08:00

This is embarrassing. I don't want to spill it out because it is too embarrassing.

But, I'll tell jugak.

Okay, so I did bake a carrot cake today as I kecoh-kecoh on my Twitter. The cake turned out very scrumptious but I spoiled it with sumpah-manis-gila frosting. Adik yang dulu tak suka carrot cake yang aku buat, tetiba suka pulak. But she liked it without the frosting. I did exactly as it mentioned in the recipes, oh wait, I understood the recipe wrongly. It stated one stick of butter, but I did not know how much is ONE STICK. So I hentam with one whole BUTTER of 250gm. Sheshhhh, then when I watched the video again, that one stick is like quarter of the butter I've thrown in the bowl.

Tu sebab frosting tu tak putih-putih macam dalam video sebab butter banyak gilos. HAHA. And the icing sugar was too much.

The cake is nicely put in the fridge right now. Rasa macam nak buang jer icing tu. Tapi sayang, cream cheese mahal woo. Nak tak nak, letak jugak icing tu. Sob sob :'(

Disebabkan insiden sedih sumpah-manis-gila frosting, terus takde mood dimalam hari. Bilik yang bersepah dengan beg yang dah berhari-hari tak unpack daripada balik KL hari Selasa hari tu, terus kemas. Almari yang macam tongkang pecah terus tersusun rapi. Spender yang bersep..... tak yah lah cerita yang tu. HAHA.

I feel not hebat today, I have no skill of anything.

This is the video of the carrot cake I follow. If you nak copy recipes ni, try to minimize the sugar okay?

Later I show you the picture of the cake. For now, just imagine it turned out fine and delicious. HAHA.

Broga lagi.

2010-12-07T02:47:00.000+08:00

Hai hai hai.

Baru sampai KL sehari, saya terus naik Broga lagi. Wehuuu, kali ni mantop sikit sebab sampai 4th peak. Cepat cakap, "NONI HEBATTTTT". Tengkiu tengkiu. hihi.

Risau jugak kot-kot pancit sebab dah lama tak exercise. Nasib baik tak bawak beg besar, kalau tak nanti ada savior lah bawakkan, ye dak? (terkenang cerita Gunung Liang dan Induction Camp, HAHA). Alhamdulillah, I managed to step on the 400m from the sea level, bebeh.

Rasa macam nak pergi seploh juta kali, sebab takkan boring. Sungguh, saya tak tipu! Dah la dapat tengok sunrise, lepas tu menikmati keindahan alam ciptaan-Nya. Subhanallah, I was truly mesmerized by His creation.

and again, saya tak naik bersama-sama kawan sebaya saya. Saya menyibuk kawan dengan orang lain. Wahahaha, muka aku ni memang tak malu menumpang kawan orang jer. So, my FRIENDS, bila kita nak naik sama-sama ni? ;)

I think I wrongly stated the place in the previous Broga Hill post. It was in Semenyih, not Selayang. my bad my bad. You'll pass through University of Nottingham on the way there.

last but not least,

I'm still waiting for the pictures from my neighbor's camera because theres lots of pictures of me in it! hehehehe. I'll post them soon yeahhhh :D

If any of you wanna go climb that Broga Hill and need some company, don't hesitate to ajak me! Hehe.

and and and and, siapa lagi tahu tempat best-best nak mendaki boleh tengok sunrise cantekkk?? Yang ringan-ringan je. Jangan lah pulak suggest Gunung Kinabalu -_-"

Refresh Refresh!

2010-11-28T05:40:00.000+08:00

*refresh* *refresh* *refresh*

Ahhhh, internet is so menggelabah this weekend. Had to hit the refresh button like zillion times for every webpages. Tension tak tension laaa kan. I have wasted a day doing less studying, more youtubing. So, to repay my regret-ness, I've been pulling my a** off on Saturday. Itu pun start belajar sungguh-sungguh waktu malam. and now, I only have one whole day left. Cuak! it's 4 credit hour, and I already failed my first test. Can you imagine, I FAILED!

I hope this would be the last time I'd be writing about my exam. LOL. Time exam baru sibuk nak update blog selalu. Everytime dah hujung sem, baru nak regret itu, regret ini, should have studied earlier, that was easy I shouldn't make that mistake, bla bla bla. Jangan jadi macam noni ye.

I've only covered half of the course outline, haven't touched the other half. This subject was supposed to be taught in 3 different courses, but they compact semua jadi 1 subject je, and they expect us to understand everything. Dah la the subject is in Electrical & Electronic course, and we are Mechanical for God Sake. Anyhow, I DESPISE ANYTHING RELATED TO ELECTRICAL & ELECTRONIC. I hope this would be the last subject I'd be taking involving electric things. (kalau kena repeat, habis lah!)

Okay lah. Mason's Rule dah panggil. Bye.

Round 5, Thursday 2.30pm

2010-11-25T03:55:00.000+08:00

It is almost 4 in the morning as I'm typing this. So, mind the language..

I had gone through four papers so far, another two papers to go. I am not very confident with the previous papers, especially Electrical Power and Machines. Yes, I'm whining about this again and again. The last question was EXACTLY in the example assignment my lecturer posted in e-learning. I've looked at it but took for granted ;( There goes deduction of 20marks. It has been two days, but I am still been mourning about it. Sobbbbbing! :(

Anyways, let's count the days, shall we? So, it is like, FOUR days before holidayyyy? Hehehehe ;D

PS, The patience has been paid off. Betul lah orang cakap, banyak-banyakkan bersabar kalau ditimpa musibah. Allah itu Maha Berkuasa. Hari ini hari orang tu, esok lusa insyaAllah hari kita pulak.

Round 3, Monday 2.30pm

2010-11-21T05:31:00.001+08:00

Hello.

Can't believe it's Sunday already. I've been counting days to semester break and I seriously am looking forward for holidays. 9 hari lagi!!

BUT,

I'd still have 4 papers to go before I can bersuka-ria for holidays. Blerghh. and the upcoming paper is the one I dislike the most, Electrical Power and System. The first time come to mind, Kirchoff Law. Sounds familiar, isn't it? It is not that easy as you think it is. This subject has been tormenting me for one semester! ;(

Anyways, how was my Eid Adha if you ask me. I didn't sleep after Subuh prayer because I was afraid I'd oversleep for Solat sunat Eid Adha. Mandi sunat dan bersiap wangi-wangi, naik kereta and a few seconds later...BOOOOMMMMM!! We were involved in a minor accident with a Kancil, but quite a damaged done to my friend's car. Kesian dia, had to pay for her repair and as well to Kancil owner. It kind of unfair, because my friend tak nampak kereta KANCIL YANG KECIL itu but she had to pay FULL for the damage. I think lah, driver Kancil tu pun salah jugak sebab though she dah tekan horn and my friend tak perasan, she should have reversed the car immediately! Dah tahu kereta tuh tak stop, reverse lah!

Because of the accident, we were one rakaat behind when we sampai Masjid. Lepas solat, balik bilik with growling stomach. No rendang, no ketupat, no kuah lodeh, no sambal kacang.

That's how my Eid Adha ends.

oh, and no picture of this year Eid Adha if you would want to find.

It is 30 minutes past 5. I couldn't sleep just yet maybe because I've been taking Nescafe. But maybe that is not the only reason. I've been thinking about stuff and stuff and stuff, and been trying to imagine "what if" situations...

Esok nak final dahh.

2010-11-15T01:27:00.001+08:00

Hello.

Esok dah start final. Tapi first paper hari Selasa. If you were to ask me if I'm well prepared, I doubt to say yes.I wasn't in a good health last week, thus I didn't study much. I didn't eat properly, well maybe that was the cause of my sickness. I also did not sleep well because of the headache I've been enduring everyday. I took a weekend off by coming down to KL to have some mind-rest(?). Indeed, I'm quite disbelieve the headache didn't come at all that weekend.

and as I am back in Tronoh, the headache appear again as if it knows the stress of studying is really stressing!

Anyways, Happy belated Birthday Siti Aishah Mohd Rasyid. I am not gonna write any more wishes, because I've wrote one already. Kitorang nak ajak keluar celebrate birthday, tapi awak tak boleh keluar. Jadi saya dan lain2 pun sanggup pergi rumah awak! I baked a cake, I'm sorry if it tasted not half good. Pagi tadi lepas subuh baru start baking lepas tu kelam kabut siapkan topping.

Kek yang comot. huuuuuu.

Saya suka situasi sederhana macam ni. Something simple yet meaningful. I love you, kakak! ;) (tak paham nape banyak gambar Nisa dalam ni. HAHA)

Oh, semalam pergi Jackel usha kain. Ada orang tu nak survey-survey nak beli kain untuk tunang. Woot woot. Siapa orang tu? Saye lahhh. WAKAKAKKA.

Tantekkkk tak maching macam gini? Kelas gituwww. Harga set kalau macam gini boleh dapat dalam RM200. Oh pitam. Tak pernah beli kain mahal ni. Hehs. Eceh, menggelabah kan saye ni berangan nak tunang. Caittt.

Ini kakak saya.

Dan seterusnya pergi menconteng-conteng tangan dekat kakak ni. Dah lah cantik dia buat, cepat pulak tu. Tak sampai 2 minit dah siap satu tangan. HEBAT! Dan murahhhh RM5 sahaja!! Pergi lah cari kakak ni dekat Jalan TAR. Dia takde specific tempat, kau pusing je la satu Jalan TAR cari die ni. HAHAHA. Terima kasih kekcha sebab belanje, keh3. Kalau tak memang tak hingin nak buat.

Itu kakak saya, bukan KEMBAR saya.

ps: sila pergi view blogshop LovelyZahrah kalau awak suka shawl rainbow yang saya pakai. hihi. Saya jugak memakai inner awning supaya muka tak nampak bulat, ah walaupun still nampak bulat, cute la sikit kannn? ekeke. Inner ni pun LovelyZahrah ada jual.

Sakit Rumah.

2010-11-09T21:00:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Hari ini aku jatuh sakit. Ya, aku sakit ketika study week. Dan aku telah menghabiskan separuh hari dengan tidak belajar. Bayangkan berapa jam sudah aku bazirkan. Aku bangun agak awal (awal aku tak sama dengan awal korang) ade lah dalam pukul 10 pagi. Itupun sebab ada orang call. Semalam pulak aku tak boleh tidur. Sakit kepala yang sungguh amat sakit. Aku baring pukul tiga pagi. Jam digital aku berbunyi dua kali, maksudnya dah dua jam berlalu tapi aku masih berjaga. Lebih kurang pukul lima pagi baru boleh terlelap.

Setiap kali aku jatuh sakit, mesti aku teringat kat rumah. Masa aku kecik2 kalau demam, mak buat bubur kosong. Mak cuit ikan goreng tabur kan bubur lepas tu letak kicap masin sikit. Masa tu, itu lah makanan paling sedap aku pernah makan. Sebelum tidur mak akan letak kain basah dekat kepala. Alah, dulu belum wujud lagi koolfever. Syahdu siot.

Sekarang ni kalau aku jatuh sakit aku tak tahu nak buat apa. Kadang-kadang aku terfikir, kalau aku pening kepala, aku nak makan ape ye. Dah lima minit lepas tu baru aku ingat, PANADOL lah! Ya, aku tak suka makan ubat. Tapi aku selalu prepare Panadol dalam purse in case jatuh sakit kalau tengah shopping. Haha.

Oh, sekarang ni Tronoh boleh tahan sejuk. Hujan pun dah kerap. Alhamdulillah. Nak mandi pagi tu kadang-kadang pikir dua tiga kali, patut ke aku mandi sekarang. Dulu masa aku dari darjah satu sampai la tingkatan 4, mak atau ayah mesti prepare air panas untuk aku mandi, tak pernah miss. Oh, dulu rumah takde heater lagi. Jadi, setiap pagi ayah atau mak akan masak lah air panas. Manja jugak aku ni.

Dulu, aku tak suka minum air susu. Mak punye lah nak paksa aku minum, sampai sanggup letakkan ais supaya aku minum jugak, sebab aku suka kasik alasan "Tak nak lah minum. Air ni panas lah, mak". Lepas tu mak akan suapkan aku punya ubat resdung setiap pagi. Ape punye pemalas la aku ni nak suap sendiri pun malas.

Oh sungguh seronok dibelai manja waktu di rumah. Kalau sekarang ni jatuh sakit, terpaksa lah layan diri. HAHA.

I'm a Churper!

2010-11-06T15:10:00.001+08:00

Halu Halu.

Saye pun tak berapa nak paham apekemende lah ChurpChurp ni. Tapi ape yang saye tahu, saya tolong promote advertisement jeh. Lepas tu nanti dapat duit. Yipeeeeeeee. So far baru dapat 1 assignment untuk publish advertisement. Cara dia mudah je, asalkan kita ada Facebook atau Twitter. *follow laaaa saye dekat Twitter, hihi tak malu betul aku ni suruh orang follow*

Heh, teruja tengok ade earning. Kah kah kah.

Tapi macam lama je lagi nak tunggu earning sampai RM100 -_-"

Final Draft Time Table.

2010-11-06T14:30:00.000+08:00

The final draft is out. Though the management made a slight different in the schedule, siapa lah saya nak membantah kan. Anyways, the good news is exam habis awal sikit.

16/11/2010 : Tuesday

Mechanics of Machine

Main Hall ; 1430-1630

19/11/2010 : Friday

Introduction to Management

Chancellor Hall ; 1500-1800

*semoga tak duduk depan sekali*

*****end of first week*****

22/11/2010 : Monday

Electrical Power and Machines

MPH ; 1430-1730

23/11/2010 : Tuesday

Thermodynamics II

Main Hall : 0900-1200

25/11/2010 : Thursday

Fluid Mechanics II

Chancellor Hall : 1430-1730

****end of second week****

29/11/2010 : Monday

Control System

Chancellor Hall ; 0900-1200

****************************END OF FINAL EXAM*****************************

Semoga Noraini Abdullah dapat menjawab semua soalan dengan tenang dan betul. Amin.

Examination Tips

2010-11-03T03:52:00.000+08:00

Work out a revision plan as early as possible (at least two weeks before exams)

Oh, I will. InsyaAllah right after my last test.

Allow large blocks of time for studying materials and short periods for reviewing

ohhhh, okay!

Vary what you study and schedule break

Noted.

Form study groups

I'm afraid I end up chit chatting.

Study the specimen examination paper and prepare sample answers

I don't have any!

Practise relaxation techniques, such as breathing exercises or listening to music when you feel anxious

Yes, I'll bring my iPod for company.

Eat and sleep well

I've been eating accordingly now.

Get regular physical exercise

InsyaAllah every petang?

Talk out your troubles

I have few people I could talk to.

Double check time and place for the exam the day before

Noted.

Calmly review what you've learned and cram selectively

I am not a calm person when it comes to exam.

Avoid staying up all night

I don't know if I can do that. I'm such an insomniac!

Prepare necessary resources (such as pens, rulers and calculators)

Noted.

Keep away from people highly anxious before exams

What if the person is ME?

Set alarm clock and get up early on the big day

I am good at waking up in the morning. Cewah.

Have a good breakfast which includes simple sugars (such as fruit juice), complex carbohydrates (cereal and toast) and protein (milk, eggs and meat). This will keep your blood sugar stable and keep your brain running

Mana nak cari buah?

Get to the exam venue well before the exam starts

I'll write on the whiteboard soon! :)

I copied this tips from the e-learning. Baiknya lecturer kasi exam tips. Thank youuuuu! ;)

Hari hujung minggu yang kurang produktif

2010-10-31T02:17:00.001+08:00

The title says it all.

I wanted to study, but the malas part of me is controlling me all day.

ada penawar tak untuk penyakit ini?

sigh~

Seminggu sebelum bermula minggu belajar

2010-10-29T03:54:00.001+08:00

Sebenarnye, dah start busy since last week lagi. Projects dengan assignments berduyun-duyun nak submit. Jom kita tengok apa lagi faktor stress saya sejak akhir-akhir ini.

29/10/2010 : Friday
#1 Submit assignment Fluid Mechanics II
#2 Submit assignment Electrical Power & Machines
#3 Submit assignment duo Intro to Management
#4 Present project Mechanics & Machines
#5 Present project 1 Control System
#6 TEST 3 Fluid Mechanics II

30/10/2010 : Saturday
#1 Lecture CFD Fluid Mechanics II 10.00am - 11.00am

1/11/2010 : Monday
#1 Submit project 2 Control System before 5pm
#2 TEST 3 Thermodynamics - malam

2/11/2010 : Tuesday
#1 TEST 2 Control Sytem - open book test

3/11/2010 : Wednesday
#1 TEST 3 Electrical Power & Machines
#2 Presentation project 2 Control System

4/11/2010 : Thursday
#1 TEST 2 Mechanics & Machines 5.30pm-6.30pm

5/11/2010 : Friday
DEEPAVALI!!! Nak balik tapi masa amat crucial untuk disia-siakan di rumah. Maka, dengan rasminya pada tarikh ini................
#1 Study week begins......

Ini lah baru stress. atau strain? atau pressure? atau tension? zzzzz.

emosi penat

2010-10-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

Hari hujung minggu yang indah untuk buat saya sedar, dunia ini hanya sementara. Ya, saya mengaku saya berat hati untuk meluangkan dua hari itu. Tapi entah mengapa, mudah pula saya bangun pagi itu. Dan dua hari itu lah yang saya cari selama ini.

Saya tak mampu nak berseloroh apa inti pati pengisian dua hari itu, tapi apa yang boleh saya sampaikan,

Always put Allah above everything else.
Andai jiwa itu kosong dan kusut, bacalah Al-Quran dan bersolat. Tiada lain yang sehebat itu.

Maafkan sagala kesilapan saya selama ini. Kalau saya ada buat salah dengan korang, saya amat berharap korang confront dengan saya.

Worried Sick.

2010-10-21T01:47:00.000+08:00

I have a group project due on this Friday. I have started working on this project earlier than everyone else because one of my group mate is kind of skema-ish. I really don't mind working with him, because that sounds just cool. I mean, I've slowly been influenced by him to be skema-ish as well. That sounds just great, doesn't it? Anyways, like I said the due is two days away. My other course mates have been pulling their asses off now, like damn hard. They've been discussing until midnight, designing this and that, calculate this and that.

And what the hell I've been doing all day?

I told my group mates I am soooooo risau about the project. Ye lah, we only had two meetings and the progresses are way behind than everyone else, I think. But my group mate which I presume he is the mastermind of the group said there is no need to be worried. He said, I'd have just to finish my part and we are almost done. Like, that's it? Why everyone is pushing so hard? I am a little bit confused now. Are we really almost done?

Damn it, I'm worried sick.

I told my group mates, "jom lah buat discussion". The mastermind had things to be settled down and the other guy said, no. So, I am staying in the room tonight because the part I have to do has to be done first by the other guy first. Now, I'll just have to wait.

So, here I am not knowing what to do. I've flipped through the assignment which due on Friday as well and stuck on number three. Started to give up, then I closed the book and opened the other book (notebook a.k.a laptop). Facebook has been very dull lately while blogshop is going quite well today, hoping for an enormous of ka-ching by the end of this year. InsyaAllah.

I remembered I copied a series, Fringe from a friend of mine. Her name is Fatimah and we called her by the name of Tim, sounds more cool. Cewahh. So you can figure what I've been doing since then. Just and intro, the series is not a horror, serial killer kind of series, and not really a romantic series either. It's more like a ermmm... investigation thing? a weird phenomenon which can be explained by scientific research. Though the whole series which I'm not very sure had happened in real world, but I almost believed the storyline. It's a good new thing to watch anyway. Tapi sebenarnya cerita ni dah keluar 2008 dah, outdated lah saya ni.

I was obligated to attend a seminar(I guess) this weekend. It is called ESQ. I am sure you have heard of it. It was all over the news these year. and it is FREE. The thing that costs hundred ringgits has been given free to me. Oh well, so lucky I am. Tapi bukan saya sorang je, ALL MARA sponsored from by batch and JULY 07, I guess. Kaya jugak MARA ni kan. I am not very excited on this kind of thing actually. Well, let's just see how it goes later.

It has been a long time since I write this long. Cewah, baru lepas tengok series omputih terus dah eksyen tulis omputih berjela-jela. HAHA.

PS : still worried sick.

20.10.2010

2010-10-20T01:04:00.000+08:00

Saya ni amat tertarik dengan tarikh-tarikh yang unik. Contohnya, hari ini. Yeahh, sungguh menarik kann? Mungkin tarikh ini saya patut jog UTP dua round kot. HAHAHA, dalam mimpi boleh la kot. Terus jadi slim shaddy. HAHAHA, tipuuu gila.

Okay, saya tahu apa yang saya perlu buat. Nak kena bagitahu ke? Hehs, tak yah la.. Ape? Nak tahu jugak??! Ok ok. Saya dah sebulan agaknya tak talipon rumah. Bukan sebab talipon rosak, mahupun saving credit sebab saya ni tahu miscall je. Saya tengah cabar diri saya sape boleh tahan rinduuuuuu. Wahhhh, by the time I tulis ni sebenarnya I dah homesick gila-gila wey. Komfem jap lagi aku call rumah. Entah-entah mak dengan ayah tak perasan pun anak dia ni dah lama tak call. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA -_-"

Seperti yang anda sedia tak maklum, universiti saya telah merombak struktur korikulum yang akan berkuatkuasa Januari 2011. Apa yang dirombak nyeeee? Pertama, kami undergraduate akan ada tri-sem. Whatta...? Sumpah culture shock(?). Kedua, internship kami dipendekkan.. Eiii, dah lah batch saya yang start dulu benda ni. TAK FAIR tau. carrot.marrot (Karut marut) betul. Dan ketiga, semester break jadi 1 minggu sahaja.

WHAT THE HECKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK????????

Sudah lah. Aku dah emo dah. HAHA. Dah lah berlambak projek lagging ni. Sibuk pulak update blog. Rotan sikit Noni ni. zzzzzzzzz.

Oyasuminasai..

you

2010-10-17T01:54:00.001+08:00

You really don't have any idea

the way you behave in front of me,

it hurt me so much.

Marilah terbang bersama Air Asia

2010-10-13T02:12:00.000+08:00

Promosi datang lagi. Kalau bukan penerbangan paling murah, Air Asia.

Booking Period : 13 October 2010 - 17 October 2010

Travel Period : 1 April 2011 - 11 August 2011

5 hari je nak book ohoi. Nak terbang nye tahun depan. Dah, dah pergi check kalendar tahun depan korang. Serius macam best gila kan? Bila lah duit nak berkepok2 ni. Dah lah passport tak pernah ada. Miskin benor lah saya ni. Ekau tunggu lah aku kerja besar-besar nanti, satu dunia aku pusing ok.

Semangat tak saya siap print screen? muahahaha XD

Naik flight dalam Malaysia pun murah. Kau naik bas lagi mahal.

Jom Bali ke Bandung ke Yogja keeeee :D

Ini highlight kita sebenarnya. Saya nak sangat pergi Europe lahhh!

RM550 sahaja! Murah tak murah lah.

Saya nak pergi London, nak backpacking around Europe siap!

Pergi Ireland, mungkin? wahahahha.

2012.

Kumpul duit dengan roomate.

Kita nak pergi Europe kan?

Jadi kannnn?

Kita beli tabung ye nanti.

Kumpol duit sama2.

hahahahahahahaha XD

Keep on dreaming lah noni oi.

Untuk keterangan lebih lanjut dan untuk booking,

layari laman web ini :

www.airasia.com

10 October 2010

2010-10-11T02:57:00.000+08:00

or you may want to read it this way, 10.10.10.

Semua sibuk kawen lah, tunang lah, dating lah, makan sampai buncit lah ape lah itu lah ini lah. How do I make it memorable on this date? Well, I unintentionally really slept 10 hours today.

Petang tadi saya telah membuat keputusan utk jog satu UTP. or to make it more exaggerate and true, I haven't jog for quite sometimes. Today was first time for this semester. No wonder I gain weight.

and I become less insecure. I'd rather not to elaborate on this part. Note to myself, my first trial was a failure.

I am trying to become more optimistic. After what had happened on the news about UTP, I say screw us. Apa diorang cakap tu ada betulnya, kita ni jangan lah bongkak sangat. Mentang-mentanglah IPTS, tinggi betul hidung tu. Bila dah seronok PWNED Utusan, lepas tu dah kantoi, kita beriya nak blame2 diorang. Mischievous, one of the blogger said. That is true I know. Kalau dah terang lagi nyata kita memang salah, kenapa nak salahkan orang? Kan dah malu sendiri.

Do not put the blame on others. Lesson learnt. Ayah selalu pesan (mak pun sama), "walaupun anak orang lain salah macam mana pun, mak dengan ayah akan salahkan anak sendiri dulu".

Pengundi Senyap yang hantar surat dengan akhbar mane entah, tahniah. Anda memang berani. Election yang macam "hidup segan mati tak mahu". Memang semua yang dia tulis tu pun ada betulnya. Tak payah lah nak deny. Kan dah malu sendiri bila kena compare dengan U lama dia. Tapi apa kita buat, blame blame dia. Suka betul kan kita ni nak menunding jari je. Jom lah muhasabah, jangan cari masalah.

eeiii, aku tulis pasal politik? macam tak kelakar je. Ok, sila jangan condemn saya. I am just pointing out my point of view. Everyone has the right to speak for themselves kan? Kang tak pasal-pasal masuk Facebook pulak, keluar headline "ada budak UTP menggelabah support Utusan dan Pengundi Senyap. Sila baca blog dia lepas tu klik flag" HAHAHA. Memang aku menangis satu malam.

Okay lah. Saya ingatkan sekali lagi, jangan klik flag ye. HAHA. Selamat malam.

Mechy Partayyy.

2010-10-09T04:40:00.000+08:00

We had our annual Mechy party last Wednesday. One word, AWESOME. We did a hell of a job, guys. It was a very last minute plan, but we managed to hit it anyway. Thank you so much to EVERY EACH ONE OF YOU who has been participating from the beginning. I wasn't the organizer of the event. Wait, let me rephrase. I wasn't the only organizer of the event, but WE ALL are!

Truth be told, yes I admit it was my first time in my whole entire life cuci ayam! Mak perlu baca ni, kerana anak mak dah reti cuci ayam. Wahaha. At first, I was clueless what to do with the raw smellyyyy ayam. Tapi, kita hendaklah confident hebat ya kawan-kawan.

That's the sum up that make my whole three years worth while. I should thank the party for making it happen. We should do another BBQ next time. I want moreeeeee ;)

Entah hape-hape entah english aku hari ini.

Ps; You have the most stunning eyes I've ever seen.

Where can I find RM1000 in a month?

2010-10-08T01:31:00.000+08:00

I am planning to upgrade my DSLR. Cewah, padahal yang lama ni pun tak habis explore lagi. Saya memang mengada-ngada nak upgrade. Lupakan sebentar hutang keliling pinggang yang sedang saya alami.

Now tell me, how do I find RM1000 in a month? or maybe 3 months?

I have came up with a short plan, well maybe I could save about RM200 per month from my monthly allowance.

#1 Tak nak makan mewah.
#2 Tak nak shopping.
#3 Tak nak pergi KL.

Now I am still short of RM400. HELP!

Hello October.

2010-10-05T20:53:00.000+08:00

Okay, my previous post may sounds offensive to some people. I apologize.

Anyways, it is October now. Time is getting crucial. Tests, assignments, projects are pilling up. and as always, I am being a lazy fat ass. October reminds me that I have a month to pull off my study because November is saying for final.

I have been going through a lot. Let's not make it hard on me, please?

When Miss Bold2 meets Mister X6 ;)

Noni tak suka orang tu.

2010-09-28T11:51:00.000+08:00

Saya ada satu sifat, kalau saya tak suka orang tu, saya akan bagi 'that look'. Anda takkan suka kalau saya bagi 'that look'. Maka al-kisahnya satu hari saya telah bagi 'that look' dekat sorang ni.

Headline nya bertajuk :

Perempuan bertudung hisap rokok - memalukan.

Mesti ada je orang akan cakap, alah common lah perempuan sekarang pun hisap rokok. Oh tidak, bagi aku tidak common. It's just a plain stupid thing to call this common. Kau tu dah lah perempuan, sedar lah diri sikit. When you grow up, you gonna get pregnant and give birth to a child. Kau nak ke anak kau lahir nanti tak cukup sifat? Unless lah kalau kau takde intention langsung nak get pregnant kan. Tapi isu utamanya, kau tu dah lah pakai tudung, eiii mencemarkan nama perempuan yang pakai tudung je.

Malu lah sikit.

Kalau nak ikutkan hati, aku rasa nak lempang je perempuan tu. HAHA. Tapi aku tak kenal sangat pun dia. Aku mampu bagi 'that look' je. Tak tahu lah kalau dia perasan ke tak. Kalau dia perasan bagus jugak. Puas hati aku.

Mungkin lah aku ni kuno sikit tak pernah jumpa perempuan pakai tudung hisap rokok, ahhh kisah apa aku. Janji yang penting aku menyampah dengan orang-orang camni.

LELAKI pun sama. Aku tak suka la kalau lelaki tu smoking depan aku, lepas tu kasik asap kepok-kepok tu dekat muka aku. Wey, annoying lah. Tak dinafikan dalam keluarga besar aku pun ada juga yang merokok ni. Tapi aku respect diorang sebab aku tak pernah tengok diorang merokok depan aku.

Kau ingat benda ni main-main ke? Maka alkisahnya kalau ada orang smoke depan aku, aku akan batuk lah kuat-kuat sampai kau rasa bersalah pergi tempat lain. Padan muka. HAHA.

Maka kesimpulannya, aku tak nak kahwin dengan perokok. Hatta kau baik macam mana pun, bijak macam Einstein pun, alim macam ustaz pun, aku tetap akan kata tidak. Kalau betul jodoh aku dengan perokok, kau berhenti merokok dulu baru masuk meminang. Okay?

Plus aku tak suka jugak kalau korang sepahkan rokok tepi jalan. Tong sampah kan ada kat merata-rata. Susah sangat ke weh? Arghh..

Kalau siapa-siapa yang terasa tu, what can I do. I'm telling the truth, aren't I? Apa-apa point yang kau nak stand untuk back up diri sendiri pun, in the end you are still wrong.

Entah mak ayah korang tahu ke tidak korang ni merokok.

Saya ada kawan saya dah kenal lama dah. Berbelas-belas tahun jugak saya kenal dia. Saya cakap dekat dia jangan merokok, merokok tak elok untuk kesihatan. Satu hari saya nampak dia merokok depan saya. Tidak lah saya ibu nya untuk menghalang, tidak juga girlfriend nya untuk menasihati. Saya hanyalah kawan lamanya yang hanya mampu membenci dalam hati dan disakiti.

PS: thank you for making it easier for me.

Pulau Pangkor.

2010-09-27T00:53:00.000+08:00

Tahukah anda, ini pertama kali saya pergi ke pulau, tak termasuk pulau kat Sabah. Kita tukar ayat sikit, tahukah anda, ini pertama kali saya pergi ke pulau di Semenanjung Malaysia. Siapa lah tak semangat! Packing barang macam nak pergi hiking je. Tapi bila dah kat sana, banyak je barang yang tak guna. Buat berat beg jeh. keh keh keh.

Kami ke Pulau Pangkor bersama-sama dengan Kembara tegar UTP, termasuklah senior-senior yang dah graduate. Perjalanan nak pergi sana daripada UTP dalam sejam jugak. Actually, kitorang bertolak dari UTP hari Jumaat lepas Maghrib, sampai Pulau Pangkor hari Sabtu pagi. Ayoook, terkejut tak?

Sebenarnya,

kitorang kena tinggal ferry. Kah kah kah. Kitorang bermalam dekat jeti Lumut tu lepas pergi tengok midnight movie, The Legend of The Fist. Semangat nak tengok cerita tu sebab ade hero IpMan tu. Ingatkan ade lah sikit-sikit lawak keee, tapi takde. Hampa betul. Cara dia bunuh pun ganas. Scaryyyyyy. Saya kasik 3/5 bintang.

Eh, aku nak cerita pasal Pangkor lah.

Okay. Percayakah anda, saya begitu rajin menolong cewek-cewek di dapur. haaaa, terkejut kan? aku siap masak kau tahu. Mesti tak caya ni. heh, caye la caye la. HAHA. Disebabkan aku baru belajar satu lauk je dengan mak, maka lauk tengah hari tu ialah ayam masak lemak cili api. Mesti korang masih tak caya aku yang masak ni. Takpe takpe memang susah nak terima. Mak mesti bangga tengok anak dia yang ~~julung-julung kali~~ RAJIN ni masak.

Aku suka masa owling. Terkekek je gelak masa kacau diorang ni masuk hutan. Nasib baik aku yang kacau orang, bukan sebaliknya. wahahaha. mintak jauh laaaa.

Oh, aku tak mandi pun kat laut. Sebab aku terlupa bagitahu mak dengan ayah yang aku pergi situ. Aku bagitahu kakak-kakak aku je. Pastu henpon habis batteri. Jadi, macam belum dapat restu pergi situ. HAHA. Takut kan kalau pergi mana-mana tak kasik tahu parents? Kalau nak gi mana-mana, aku selalu bagitahu mak dengan ayah. Tapi kalau setakat pergi Seri Iskandar je, takde lah poyo sangat nak bagitahu. Mana yang agak2 penting je la. Okay, aku lari topik lagi.

Aku suka buat aktiviti dengan Kelab Kembara sebab makanan diorang masak sedap. Eh, aku bukan nak cakap aku masak sedap laaa. Aku nak nak cakap ramai yang handal masak. Serius.

Satu je problem kalau nak buat aktiviti masuk hutan camni. Kadang-kadang takde kemudahan seperti toilet dan dapur. Nasib baik tempat kitorang pergi ni sangat bagus. Ade dapur, pondok nak rehat-rehat, dan toilet. Lengkap. Saya kasik 10 bintang untuk tempat ni.

Seronok pulak aku bercerita panjang-panjang ni. Bukan ada orang baca pun. Ini cost saye pergi Pulau Pangkor ni murah jeh,

duit minyak = FREE *terharu*
tiket movie = RM10
ferri = RM10
sewa tapak dan makan = RM25
dinner kat jeti = RM5.50
beli selipar baru = RM15
air tin, air mineral etc = 3.50

Total = RM69.00 sahaja. Kalau tolak beli selipar dan movie tu jadi RM44 sahaja. cool liao. Siapa taknak melancong RM44 je wey?

Dah lah. banyak cakap pulak aku ni. babai.

ps ; next pulau, Langkawi pulak jom?

series.series.series.

2010-09-22T21:54:00.001+08:00

Gossip Girl Season 4.
One Tree Hill Season 8.
Vampire Diaries Season 2.
90210 Season 3.
Grey's Anatomy Season 7.

Banyaknya series dah start season baru. Mana boleh lepaskan peluang especially Vampire Diaries! Stefan Salvatore, I LOVE YOU! ;D

Internet UTP macam hape je skang ni. takde mood nak online. takde mood nak update blog. tibe-tibe, nak study pun boleh jadi takde mood. huhu.

okay lah. siapa2 dah download episod baru kesemua cerita diatas, sila lah bagi saya jugaaaaak ;D

Berbuka Puasa Flamming Steamboat

2010-09-18T00:57:00.000+08:00

Oh, saya terlupa pula nak post berbuka di Flamming Steamboat. Flamming Steamboat terletak di sebelah Sunway Pyramid. Buffet bernilai RM24 net. Ramai jugak yang datang dalam 30 orang. Saya banyak makan of cosss. Oklah, sila enjoy gambar di bawah.

and last but not least, these girls! RINDU LAAAAA :)

ANT - Asmaa' Noraini Tiara.

Selamat Hari Raya.

2010-09-18T00:41:00.000+08:00

I hope it is still not too late to wish everyone Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir Batin. Halalkan semua yeee. kut2 kalau ada saya berhutang tu, boleh la claim sementara duit raya tengah banyak ni. kih kih kih.

I must say, this year is by far the best raya I had.

#1 ada baby baru lagi ;)

#2 Alia dengan Ahnaf dah bising-bising, makin meriah.

#3 Sebab dah lama tak beraya dengan kawan-kawan sebab selalu je ada rintangan.

#4 Tahun ni paling banyak dapat duit raya. wohooo.

Forget number 4. It's not much actually. tipu jeee! anyways, I had berbuka puasa with my MRSM friends at Flamming Steamboat on 3rd September. and then more berbuka puasa with high school mates at Dagang Avenue on the next day.

Ini gambar ambil masa berbuka puasa dengan high school mates di Dagang Avenue. We wanted to have Thai Steamboat, tapi lambat booking! Terpaksa berbuka kat gerai sahaja. sob sob.

My favourite people, Aishah and Mien ;)

Half of the friends that came.

I don't know these people. HAHAHA.

Oh kemudian, ada kawan saya ni dia cakap dia tak kenyang berbuka kat gerai itu. Jadi, kami mempaksa driver kami ke McD yang baru bukak dekat Nirwana depan Galaxy Ampang. In return, we had to belanja him a Big Mac baru dia nak bawa kami ke McD.

Sorry Nisa sebab saya pilih gambar ni. hahahahahaha XD

with love, from Broga Hills.

2010-09-02T00:53:00.000+08:00

I tend to procrastinate a lot lately. This post was supposed to be written on JUNE, for GOD sake. and then I keep forgetting to write about this and later I malas dah nak update. But somehow I managed to find the eager to update my blog today. Hehe, so here goes the entry yang sudah basi.

Climbing up to the Broga Hills on 26th June 2010. I've been planning about going there since early of this year when I found out some pictures uploaded in my friend's Facebook. So I ajak my sister since I don't think my hometown friends could make it. Ye lah, kena keluar pagi-pagi buta, whose parents nak bagi kan? At last, I joined my sister not they joined me. Get it? Which mean, macam saya lah yang menyelit sebenarnya. hoho.

Since it was Saturday, so of course it was packed of people up there. Nak ambil gambar pun macam kena tunggu turn. I liked the scenery so much! So greeny and cantik. Tercunggap-cunggap lah jugak nak mendaki tu, we took about 30 minutes to reach the first peak. Oh, Broga Hills has four peaks. But we only went up to second peak because semua orang dah malas but not me!! I insisted to keep climbing, but no one seems interested with the idea.

If any of you happens to go there, jangan lupa bawa air! You'll get dehydrated when you reach up there, and FOODS as well. Glad we brought along the breakfast. weeeheee ;)

Bukit Broga terletak di Selayang, Selangor. Berdekatan dengan Universiti Nottingham. You can get the direction by googling it ;) Well, it took about 30minutes from Ampang.

Thank you for the people who brought me there.

saya comel kan? hahahaha

cantiknya.

2010-09-01T13:40:00.001+08:00

I stumbled upon someone's blog and found this. Hoyeahh.

Anda semua tak tertarik kahh melihat kasut secantik ini? Walaupun saya err tak pernah membeli kasut bertumit tinggi, tapi this one is to die for! hohoho.

Oh, they have it in pink as well. wehuuu. Cantiknya, mana nak dapat kasut cantik macam ni?

Tak pernah pernah pulak Noni nih nak buat post macam ni. hehehehe ;) Saya mahu kasut ini sebijik!

Why Should A Muslim Woman Wear The Hijab?

2010-09-01T01:39:00.002+08:00

1.You please Allah. You are obeying the commands of your Lord when you wear the hijaab and you can expect great rewards in return.

2.It is Allah’s protection of your natural beauty. You are too precious to be ‘on display’ for each man to see.

3.It is Allah’s preservation of your chastity.

4.Allah purifies your heart and mind through the hijaab.

5.Allah beautifies your inner and outer countenance with hijaab. Outwardly your hijaab reflects innocence, purity, modesty, shyness, serenity, contentment and obedience to your Lord. Inwardly you cultivate the same.

6.Allah defines your femininity through the hijaab. You are a woman who respects her womanhood. Allah wants you to be respected by others, and for you to respect yourself.

7.Allah raises your dignity through the hijaab. When a strange man looks at you, he respects you because he sees that you respect yourself.

8.Allah protects your honour 100% through your hijaab. Men do not gaze at you in a sensual way, they do not approach you in a sensual way, and neither do they speak to you in a sensual way. Rather, a man holds you in high esteem and that is just by one glance at you!

9.Allah gives you nobility through the hijaab. You are noble not degraded because you covered not naked.

10.Allah demonstrates your equality as a Muslim woman through the hijaab. Your Lord bestows upon you equal worth as your male counterpart, and gives you a host of beautiful rights and liberties. You express your acceptance of these unique rights by putting on the hijaab.

11.Allah defines your role as a Muslim woman through the hijaab. You are a someone with important duties. You are a reflection of a woman of action not idle pursuits. You display your sense of direction and purpose through your hijaab. You are someone that people take seriously.

12.Allah expresses your independence through the hijaab. You are stating clearly that you are an obedient servant of the Greatest Master. You will obey no one else and follow no other way. You are not a slave to any man, nor a slave to any nation. You are free and independent from all man-made systems.

13.Allah gives you the freedom of movement and expression through the hijaab. You are able to move about and communicate without fear of harassment. Your hijaab gives you a unique confidence.

14.Allah wants others to treat you – a Muslim woman - with kindness. And the hijaab brings about the best treatment of men towards you.

15.Allah wants your beauty to be preserved and saved for just one man to enjoy – your husband.

16.Allah helps you to enjoy a successful marriage through wearing hijaab. Because you reserve your beauty for one man alone, your husband’s love for you increases, he cherishes you more, he respects you more and he honours you more. So your hijaab contributes to a successful and lasting marriage relationship.

17.Allah brings about peace and stability in the society through the hijaab! Yes this is true! Men do not cause corruption by forming illegal relationships because you - the Muslim woman - calm their passions. When a man looks at you, he feels at ease, not tempted to fornicate.

Taken from this Tumblr.

PS: Renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal.

Cuti hujung minggu saya yang lepas,

2010-08-31T05:56:00.000+08:00

Tajuk nak skema je. Pada cuti hujung minggu yang laluu, saya telah pulang ke Kluang. Hamik kau, cuti 2 hari je sanggup travel sampai Johor semata-mata nak berbuka dengan family. It has been a long time since we had break fasting together, I mean all of the members were present. Total up everyone in the house was, 2 (parents) + 7 (siblings) + 2 (in laws) + 3 (anak-anak) = 14! Oh mai gad. Should I repeat? FOURTEEN!! Oh, I should add another, atok and bibik atok. Ermm, that should sum up to errr 16? Pheww... ramai kan? ^_^

I arrived in KL on Friday night by KTM. Glad I managed to find home before midnight. It was just creepy walking around train station at night. and we the siblings in KL started our journey to Kluang on Saturday morning after taking our sahur. and and and Mak was surprised to see me home!! HAHA. Okay, baru dua minggu naik sem masa tu dah balik lagi dah and I didn't tell my parents I was going home. Surprise surprise! ;)

Meeting the new comer in person, Nurain Wadihah. Alahai, comel dan gebu. Semoga awak besar dengan sihat yeee budak kecik.

Heading back to KL on Sunday afternoon after Zohor, nasib baik sempat sampai KL sebelum berbuka and rushing for my bus departure at 8.30pm -_-" It was the part that I dislike the most, going back to UTP. I wish the time could stop itself that day.

Anyway, it has been a good week! :) and I'm going back to Kluang for mid semester break on Sunday tapi tiket bas tak beli lagi. HOHOHO.

Selamat Berpuasa!

I had a weird dream

2010-08-29T02:54:00.000+08:00

The dream I had was not weird, it's just that I had the same dream in two consecutive days.
I wonder, is this some kind of a sign?
Maybe I just think too much.

This week,

2010-08-24T04:37:00.000+08:00

This is my time table for the first three weeks of semester.

PACKED gila kan? Macam nak gila pergi kelas sampai 7 jam straight! T___T

Lihat lihat!

3 lab dah tamat! yahoooooo.

Boleh balik selalu ari Jumaat.

wahaha.

Mungkin bakal ponteng tutorial.

Okay, ini sahaja update terkini. 2 tests are coming up on the same day. oh, shoot! Nak pergi study. babai!

PS : oh, I'll update some more pictures during my weekend at home last week. weeeeee ;)

Sahur yang pasti kenyang sepanjang hari

2010-08-17T17:45:00.000+08:00

Hari ini dah 7 Ramadhan baru nak buat post berinfomasi untuk sahur. wahaha. Bagi anda yang nak sahur express malas nak masak tapi perlukan energy sepanjang hari, marilah ikut tips yang bakal saya hidangkan kepada anda. Cewah, gaya ala consultant gitu.

Susu amat penting untuk tulang anda, ya puan-puan dan tuan-tuan. Time muda-muda camni lah anda WAJIB mengambil kalsium untuk tulang kuat. Nanti kang umur baru 60 tahun dah kena duduk atas kerus roda :'( (ps, nenek saya meninggal dunia sebab beliau sudah tidak kuat masa umur 60 lebeh dan sejak beberapa tahun yang lalu terpaksa terlantar atas katil je sehingga lah arwah menghembuskan nafas terakhir)

Satu hari, ayah pernah menghulurkan surat khabar Kesihatan yang hari Ahad tu. Tajuk besar pasal Osteoporosis di usia muda. Ayah sungguh-sungguh suruh baca. Tersentap la jugak. Sejak hari itu, saya terpaksa start minum susu balik.

(macam dah lari topik sebenar je)

Okayyy! Untuk sahur yang express dan kenyang, apa yang anda perlukan ialah

Anlene Coklat. Umur tu dah 20 tahun sedar sikit. Takkan nak minum susu Fernleaf lagi, takpun susu Formula baby???! Harga susu ni RM23.50. Kalau susu asli RM20.90 kot. Tak rugi pun spend RM20 sebulan, ke korang nak spend beratus-ratus atau beribu-ribu untuk kos medical masa tua nanti?

Untuk jangka hayat yang lebih lama, kita simpan dalam bekas ye puan-puan.

1. 4 sudu besar susu (Nak pekat boleh letak lebih)

2. Tuang air suam. AIR SUAM! Jangan tuang air panas didih menggelegak, nanti air jadi ketul-ketul dan kurang khasiat. (ataupun tuang air kosong dulu sampai half, baru tuang air panas)

3. Ini yang buat kenyang sepanjang hari. Instant Oatmeal. Harga dalam RM5 kot.

4. Letak lah dalam 3-4 sudu besar ikut kebesaran perut anda. wakakaka.

SELAMAT BERSAHUR!

I don't understand you.

2010-08-16T20:47:00.001+08:00

I really don't understand you. It feels like I don't know you at all. I've moved on ages ago but you couldn't do the same? Come on lah. Dulu boleh lah sebab you were naive, high school boy. I have forgiven you for all the childish things you did. You cheated behind my back, I forgive you. Your girlfriend ambushed me threatening with thousands SMS, but I forgive both of you. Can't you see I'm trying to be nice here?

We have stopped seeing each other for four years. FOUR YEARS, that's a long period. I've stopped crying my heart out since like, forever? I console you when you were in grieve, the day when she left you for another guy. I didn't ask anything in return, never thought of asking for a make up relationship. But keep in touch, is the least I could ask for.

You twisted your words, playing with my vulnerable fragile heart. Then one day you told me you liked me. "Let's continue the chapter we have stopped before," you say. I asked you if that what you really wanted, undoubtedly you answered yes. I quest for you to take a moment off, don't rush into things. I'll be here when you are ready.

But you were gone. Maybe you thought I stood you up. But still, I forgive you. There's nothing to be mad of. I didn't wait nor hope for you to come. I believe, kalau ada jodoh InsyaAllah it's not going anywhere.

I found your Facebook account. Risau if by any chances you rejected my friend request. 24 hours later, a notification popped up on my screen, saying you approved me. Alhamdulillah.

BUT.....

It doesn't end there. One day later, I mean today, I can't believe you deleted my wall post. I thought we got over this already? What is wrong with you? You never explain anything. Never, since the day I met you.

I'm asking you now, give me a reason to hate you.

I survive.

2010-08-15T02:14:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time since I stayed up studying on weekend. Last time, I'd stay up for chatting, youtube-ing, facebook-ing, or lepak-ing at mamak. Ya Allah, how far have I gone? I wasn't like this before. I am way too good to be wasted. Cewahhh, kena la kasi semangat kat diri sendiri.

I've been working my ass off on Control System since 3 hours ago. You read it right, it's control system. I am not sure myself why we, as the Mechanical Engineering students have to sit for this course. Tell me a solid reason whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! It's so confusing with so many Laplace Transform, Electrical circuit, voltage, current, resistor, etc etc. I am no good at this.

I feel like quitting any time soon. Gimme some strength.

The two years of surviving, with less tears and pains.

It has never been easy.

2010-08-13T01:30:00.000+08:00

Ramadhan really reminds me of so many things in past. When I was a kid back then, Mak would ask me to send the dishes to neighbors. We exchanged dishes. At the end of the day, banyak makanan terhidang depan mata.

But that wasn't the point of this entry.

I've had a fresh memory of Ramadhan 1429H, it was 2008. How could I forget? How could I pretend I wasn't aware of date is coming real soon. 4 Ramadhan 1929H. I know I shouldn't be messed up of the past and focusing on doing goods and Ibadah now. But tell me, how can I not be messed up? How can I not remember the date when I had written a reminder on my diary on the first day I bought it, on my phone since it happened, in my MIND?

It has never been easy.

I could be smiling ears to ears from the morning I wake up until the time I get back on my bed, but the heart doesn't lie, the mind doesn't forget, the soul doesn't feel at ease. At all.

I made myself busy, because it was the only way I could not be messed up. It was the only short period of time I could stir up my day with something else, but no I still didn't forget.

It has never been easy.

Little angel

2010-08-11T21:05:00.001+08:00

Nurain Wadihah bt Mohd Hadi

3rd August 2010.

The best gift from above. Thank you Allah.

That makes the three of them now.

;)

Aunty Nony can't wait to see you in person, baby!

Selamat Berpuasa

2010-08-10T19:31:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, InsyaAllah bakal bertemu lagi dengan Ramadhan.
Selamat Berpuasa kepada seluruh umat Islam di dunia.
Semoga Ramadhan kali ini dihiasi dengan lebih banyak amalan.
Minta maaf jika ada salah dan silap.
Siapalah saya, tak lari daripada kesilapan.

Note to self : Jangan malas-malas terawih ye. Aurat jaga walaupun dengan muhrim, tak susah pun aurat wanita dengan wanita. Banyak kan mengaji. Jangan mengumpat, tak baik tau. Belajar rajin-rajin, mesti banyak test sebelum raya.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Ya Allah, Kau berkatilah Ramadhan kami kali ini ya Allah.

Ramadhan last two years ;)

Aigoo.

2010-08-06T03:05:00.000+08:00

I shouldn't have seen that.
I don't know why I even read that.
I'm not sure what to do.
:(

Oh Customer!

2010-08-05T20:07:00.000+08:00

Saya ada dapat customer from oversea order shawls. Oleh kerana saya sudah biasa guna Western Union untuk money transfer daripada oversea, jadi saya tiada masalah untuk customer yang ini juga. Dia SMS saya, saya pantang betul kalau orang oversea ni nak order SMS je. Habis credit gua okay, ingat murah ke nak reply SMS diorang. Bukan susah pun nak email. Saya reply, "You can fill up the order form in the blog to order, TQ". Baik punya polite saya reply. Lepas tu dia cakap, "Kalau SMS tak boleh ker? saya dah bagi dah details order yang saya nak kan tadi". Emo dah aku.

Fine. Saya pun reply dengan penuh etika dan quote total price untuk dia. Dia cakap nak pi bayar kat Western Union esok harinya. Selesai. Lepas dah bayar, dia SMS lagi bagitahu MTCN Number. By the way, kalau nak collect duit kat Western Union, Sender kena sertakan First Name, Last Name, Country, MTCN Number. MTCN Number ni macam kod lah. Kalau tak teli dengan information system diorang, duit tak boleh collect. Tapi dia ni bagi MTCN Number je. Pastu saya mintak first name ngn last name. Dia bagi full name. Ya Allah, sabar je la.

Saya reply lagi mintak details yang precise dan jitu. Hamik kau. Dia pulak macam nak bagitahu, "eh kau ni tak pernah guna Western Union ke?" sebab dia cakap dah bagi dah nama. Hekeleh, aku mintak lain kau bagi lain. Sabar lagi. Saya cakap, saya dah try pergi kat website Western Union nak check duit tak boleh collect ke belum, tapi bila saya masukkan info yang dia bagi, website tu cakap such info does not exist.

Saya SMS dia suruh dia pulak try check kat website. Sekali lagi dia ni nak bagitahu aku macam aku tak reti plak guna Western Union. Dia cakap, "awak tak payah check online..pergi je Pejabat Pos collect duit tu" Hekeleh, sengal jugak kau ni. kalau dah bagi info salah, macam mana aku nak collect duit. Tak ke sia2 je buang masa pergi Pejabat Pos nak collect duit tapi salah info. Boleh malu jugak okay.

Pagi tadi dia SMS tanya dah collect ke duit. saya kelentong dia cakap dah pergi dah tapi diorang tak kasi collect duit sebab details tak betul. Saya suruh dia try sekaliiiii je check online. Pastu dia reply, "saya dah call orang western union dah. diorang cakap diorang tak update kat website sebab saya tak bayar online". Kau rasa dia tipu tak? Sebab kan...

5min pastu dia reply lagi, "saya dah check dah kat website. dia kata, money dah ready to be collected". Dia bagitahu aku details yang dia masukkan kat website tu. GUESS WHAT.. FIRST NAME YANG DIA BAGI KAT AKU TU SALAH. memang la aku tak boleh nak check! Pastu nak marah2 aku sebab dia dah bagi full name, try and error je la. HEKELEH, kau ingat banyak lah sangat masa aku nak try and error nama kau je. kau ingat kau sorang je la customer yang aku nak layan??? ISHHHH!

Dah lah tak cakap sorry ke ape, pastu nak salahkan aku jugak.

Now tell me, does "customer is always right" applicable in this situation?

Dah lah aku topup RM10 semalam habis satu malam je sebab reply SMS orang tu. Eiiiii, bengang tahu tak?!

Gila emo post ni. HAHAHA.

Baby Girl

2010-08-04T21:38:00.000+08:00

I stole the pictures from my sister's Facebook.

OMG! I am so wanna go home right now.

Belum bagi nama lagi kot.

What more can I say?

She's super adorable.

Macam muka ahnaf masa baby.

:')

Ahnaf dah jadi abang!!

BABY COMEL.

Baby senyum! :))

ATOK!

NENEK!

abang Ahnaf! (main teddy bear????!!)

lapar sangat la tu ahnaf ni -_-"

New born

2010-08-03T20:49:00.001+08:00

Saya dah dapat anak buah lagi :) :) :)
I'll post the pictures when I get one soon.
weeeee, tak sabar nak jumpa adik Ahnaf.

One week in UTP, and I'm off to KL this weekend

2010-07-30T01:59:00.000+08:00

It just has been one week here, but I bought a ticket to KL on Friday. Freaking one week and it feels like freaking decades. Mengada sangat kan? Haha.

First week of lectures are the most boring ever. I keep whining about morning lectures on my Twitter, like everyday! Blerghhh. Plus with one hour gap class after class. Tercongok macam orang gila menunggu sejam untuk next class! and that one hour feels like forever.

My current favourite subject, NONE. Semua tak seronok. I'm not sure how am I going to score this semester. Dah berangan dah DL sem ni tahu! I don't see my future *sigh*

#1 Introduction to Management

#2 Fluid Mechanics II

#3 Electrical Power & Machines

#4 Mechanical Engineering of Thermodynamics II

#5 Control System

#6 Mechanics of Machines

Boring kan semua subject tu. Nak download game banyak-banyak dalam handphone main dalam kelas tak nak dengar lecture! Huwaaaaaa :|

Ya Allah, gimme some strength.

A friend of mine who handle the Convo Fair thing suggested me to join open a booth for Convo Fair. I wanted to, but I'm afraid same things would happen. Akan difikirkan kot :)

It's 2 am now. I can't sleep :(

15 movies must watch.

2010-07-28T01:01:00.000+08:00

I just watched the last 3 or 4 episodes of Adamaya. I know very lame and out dated gila. Itu pun tertengok. Masa part sweet, we cried "awwwww, sweetnya", masa part Dani ada, we jerit-jerit "aaaaaaa, sibuk la Dani ni". Very emotional, I know. Obviously, every girl would want someone like Adam. *sigh*

While watching Adamaya, I thought of listing 15 movies must watch, tapi ini movie romantik sahaja. Muahaha. I am so into lovey-dovey thing mood. The list is random.

#1 Leap Year
#2 When In Rome
#3 Remember Me
#4 She's Out of My League
#5 Valentine's Day
#6 Dear John
#7 Prince of Persia
#8 Knight and Day
#9 Eclipse

And the movies I never get bored watching ever since forever, I still keep few of them in my laptop.

#10 500 Days of Summer
#11 Notting Hill
#12 America Sweethearts
#13 My Best Friend's Wedding
#14 PS I Love You
#15 If Only

and the only movie I haven't watched yet is Eclipse. Mak aih, punya lah minat bagai nak gila baca buku, last-last tak tengok pun movie. Fanatik apa ni? Haha.

Okay. Go download all of them if you haven't watched!

Sekolah

2010-07-25T23:44:00.000+08:00

Huuuu, esok nak start semester baru.

Nervous. Nervous.

One Semester Mission

2010-07-24T00:54:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah. Safely arrived in the most famous land on Perak, well known for it's higher degree of hotness among student. Pffttt, menggelabah pulak. Saya sudah selamat tiba!! After days and nights of whining about transportation, I finally took the bus instead. Nasib baik there wasn't much people in the bus, so boleh tidur berdengkur. muahaha.

It took me 5 hours from unpacking stuff from bags and locker, mop lantai meja kerusi etc etc to susun baju dan barang-barang to the place it should be placed. Bloody 5 hours and I am really exhausted that my back ache so much.

My body clock changes drastically. Baru pukul 12.30 malam but my eyes barely open. It's a good sign! Tidur awal, bangun awal :D

Oh, about the one semester mission. My friend and I are planning on dieting until we manage to lose some weight, or I call it fats. I told ya, tak boleh diet kat rumah sebab mak masak sedap. So, here are some of our planning to make the diet thing successful.

#1 She said, no carbo. Well, it means NO RICE! ~~*pitam*~~

#2 I said, petang-petang jogging. Cepat sikit bakar lemak.

#3 Minum air kosong je *seriously?*

#4 Mak dengan ayah suruh minum susu, kasi tulang kuat *baik mak, baik ayah*

#5 Supplement every morning, so I'll gain more energy. *supplement I beli ada ginseng wooo*

Cukup lah 5 je kan. Banyak-banyak tak terbuat pulak. Anyways, since I wont be eating rice dan sekutunya, I was hoping to save more money this semester. I am planning to go to Singapore next semester break. After done some rough calculation, I wish I could save RM200 per month (setelah ditolak dengan duit sewa rumah dan hutang ah long). By the end of semester, it's gonna be RM1200. Wooot woooot. Let's not waste the allowance this semester, okay NORAINI ABDULLAH! Gambatekudasai.

Semoga murah rezeki semester ni. Oleh itu, lawati blog ini untuk membantu saya menjana pendapatan lumayan (ayat skema apa kau pakai ni) :

http://lovelyzahrah.blogspot.com

Ok bai. Tengok tau blog tu. HAHA.

haih

2010-07-22T01:12:00.000+08:00

Warning, this is a very emotional entry I'd be writing. Read at your own risk.

If I could be granted one wish RIGHT NOW, I wish I could have my own car. I don't mind a used car, kalau baru lagi bagus. You know why I wanted a car so badly RIGHT NOW?

#1 If I have a car right now, then I don't have to beg anyone to tumpang mereka nak balik UTP this weekend.

#2 Lepas dah confirm boleh tumpang, last minute cakap tak boleh. Itu pun nasib baik aku tanya, kalau tak mungkin semester dah naik pun aku tak balik lagi. Haih.

#3 If it weren't because I'm carrying 5 bags, I wouldn't ask for a ride.

#4 Balik sorang-sorang pun takde hal. Tak payah risau pasal transport nak balik in case bawak barang macam cuti setahun punya beg.

#5 Kenapa lah pergi study jauh-jauh. padan muka.

Eii, menyampah la. Kamon Noni, lagi 2 tahun lebih je. Lepas ni kerja, kumpul duit banyak-banyak beli kereta Camry. Takpun BMW 7 Series. Ceh, beli kereta besar-besar dah boleh beli rumah banglo sebiji. Tak jadi la. Tukar plan. Beli kereta buatan Malaysia sudah. Lepas tu beli rumah besar idaman. Decorate rumah macam istana. Lepas dah cukup dua benda penting ni, baru boleh kahwin. Eh, kahwin? Apesal melalut sampai kahwin ni!

Maka untuk dapat kerja yang hebat, saya perlulah belajar rajin-rajin. Pftt, jauh betul berangan.

Oklah, nak sambung berangan masa depan. Bai.

I'm not looking forward to next semester

2010-07-19T00:26:00.000+08:00

I have viewed my next semester's time table yesterday and it goes with a good news and a bad news. Which one shall I spill first...

Let's hear the bad news. We're gonna have frigging 4 labs. I roughly checked that I might be having two labs on the same day, and worst straight 4 hours. Oh em gee. It does not end there, also I will be having 6 hours class straight from first period eight in the morning till lunch time one. Macam boleh gila. Memang boleh pun!

Here goes the good news. The good news is that, I might be spending less time online, I think. (kau kata ni good news?) haha. Less online means study more more more. I dropped my CGPA and I am not gonna apply my internship with result busuk ni. So yeah, you don't get to see me online often, exception on weekend lah.

After looking through the time table, I seriously not looking forward to next semester =_+

I am taking 6 subjects with credit hour of 18. I hope I will be getting nice and exciting lecturers, otherwise I'm afraid I'd fallen asleep in the class again. Sleepy head, next time bawak bantal okay.

Oh, before I end my post today, I wanna say thank you muah muah xoxo to my lecturers for the ilmu they gave and shared - Dr Maher & Dr Bambang, I am sorry for not attending most of your class (not I truly regret it hehehe). Dr Mokhtar, you are the most comel lecturer I've ever met hehe so I can't really focus on your class hahaha. Dr Thermo(haha, lupa dah nama), I know you don't like me much since the quiz thing, just so you know I really learnt a lot from you. Mr Mandarin(I forgot his name too), I know you put high expectation on me to get good marks, then I got really bangga bongkak when you said you like my Chinese character writing. Sorry for letting you down. dan lecturer lain-lain, thank you.

Bye.

PS. Esok nak buat chocolate chips untuk diri sendiri makan.

:(

2010-07-16T01:17:00.000+08:00

My CGPA drop again.

Mourning for another semester.

Dear John,

2010-07-09T02:27:00.000+08:00

No no no. I am not meeting anyone named John, unless it is John Mayer. HAHA. Ok, menggelabah pulak. So, I bought this book last two weeks. The book has 3 parts. The first two parts were quite fascinating. I keep reading it until I realized I've been reading it till 2-3am. The first two parts were fun to read because they (refer to John & girlfriend) were together until it came to part three (spoiler). Sedih until I couldn't shed any tears. Ceh, tipu.

Semua buku Nicholas Sparks bessst. I've read A Walk To Remember, I guess I've finished reading it in a few days (back to 2008). Movie pun best.

Tapi movie Dear John tak se-ohsem buku. Lepas ni nak beli buku lain pulak -- The Last Song ; Miley Cyrus berlakon dalam movie tu.

Si cilik, Nur Alia Sabrina

2010-07-08T19:28:00.001+08:00

Rasa macam dah lama tak update pasal budak kecik yang kepochi ni. Budak kecik ni dah pandai cakap dah, walaupun masih menggunakan bahasa alien secara puratanya. Maka, Auntie Nony akan buat muka tak paham sambil berkata, "haaaaa?" sepuluh kali atau berkali-kali. Selagi tak cakap, "haaa, betul la tu" selagi tu dia akan ulang-ulang apa dia cakap. Penat okay nak layan.

kadang-kadang gedik, rasa nak lempang je. HAHA

beliau makan bersungguh. Kan? kan? HAHA.

dan masih gedik. siapa tah ajar senyum camni.

"Auntie Nony, tengok gigi Alia.. cantekkk kan??"

ayat yang telah ditranslate daripada bahasa alien beliau.

Alia memang banyak style senyum lah. I LOIKE!

ditaja oleh : lovelyzahrah.blogspot.com

haha.

Fresh Environment

2010-07-08T18:48:00.001+08:00

This is the first view I'd see everyday I wake up (melainkan kalau tidur jatuh katil, maka akan nampak view lantai lah). The curtain. It's a new curtain by the way, after 2 years using the same old curtain since we first moved here. and still green *sigh* I disagree the idea of green paint in my room initially. Well, I have to get used to it anyway.

I still like the curtain though. Nampak macam english style. Cetttt. HAHA. Oh, ini mak saya yang jahit. Pandai kan mak saya jahittt? :D *bila la anak dia yang sorang ni nak mewarisi T___T*

Sekian untuk post kali ini. HAHA. Macam takde point je kan? :P

PS : Skill fotografi saya dah improve kan? :D *puji diri sendiri, kembang hidung*

Awkward

2010-07-07T06:09:00.000+08:00

It was an awkward moment, and I am not fine with it.

HADOI LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

2010-07-05T02:32:00.000+08:00

My trip to Kerteh was cancelled. Sedih! I've been planning all month about going there, lepas tu nak singgah maktab jumpa cikgu, hajat tak kesampaian :(

It means that I've been spending one week in KL. I'm broke, for real. Seriously. I had fun this week, though there was one day I went out watching Karate-Kid alone. Hah, first time. Just because I was alone, it does not mean I feel pathetic, in fact I felt great doing things alone. I feel free. Tapi tak boleh buat selalu, because I tend to shop recklessly! :O

Imma gonna list some things I just shopped recently :

1) a book -- Dear John by Nicholas Sparks.
2) Kaspersky, cartridge yang mahal gila, notebook cooler -- Low Yatt.
3) Clothes, lotsssss of new clothes.
4) Kain untuk raya (wooot wooot) -- Jalan TAR.
5) because I thought the trip was on, I bought a travel pack of -- shampoo, lotion, tooth paste etc etc. (masih bersedih)
6) New facial cleansing -- Nano White.
7) and few other things which I don't know what are they that makes me so broke. HAHA.

Oh well, I'll be heading back to hometown(TOWN la sangat) tomorrow. I've had enough here.

ps: I don't know what to blog actually. I've been staring at the screen a few minutes before I started writing. Maybe I should have posted about the Broga Hills.

pitih habis.

2010-06-30T03:05:00.000+08:00

I've been going out a lot this week and I spent a lot. Now, I am officially broke!

Then, off to Kerteh on Thursday :)

Day 18 - Whatever tickles your fancy

2010-06-25T00:59:00.002+08:00

I realize I don't write much at home. It is probably because I am a lazy fat ass, or I am running out of idea, or because there was not much to write anyway.

I chatted with a friend of mine back in MRSM few days ago. It has been a long time since our last meeting. I noticed her Skype, Twitter, and Facebook status were talking about diet, fat and loser. So I asked her how's she doing lately. To my surprise, she updated me about her lost weight of 6kg in 2 months. OH MY GOD!! HAHA. I couldn't believe she lost that much. Dulu dia lagi berat daripada saya tau! Now, she's wayyyyy slimmer. I am curious how she did that. So, she gave me few tips which I hardly to follow because it's holiday man!! Mak wouldn't be so pleasant if I don't eat what she cooks (I had a history about mak going sulking when I didn't take breakfast long time ago. old story..haha)

Anyways,

It was her birthday yesterday. I just wanna say to her if she's reading this :

Happy birthday, Mutiara Faeeqah. I know I hadn't be a good friend back then. Awak ingat tak first day kita transfer ke kelas awak, kita takde kawan langsung! I was surrounded by people talking in Kelantan-Terengganu dialect and I was clueless what they were saying. Thank God you were there. Awak lah yang tolong kita translate apa diorang cakap. HAHA. Lepas tu kena gelak satu kelas bila kita cakap bahasa Kelantan. Malunya. So I stopped trying since then. Heh. I had so much time with you. Masa prep malam kita dua bergossip dengan Asmaa', bukannya belajar lepas tu kena marah dengan LDP (Tapi tak makan saman pun). We do homeworks together. Hah, awak ajar kita tidur dalam kelas peluk beg! Terkantoi dengan ustazah masa tu. HAHA. Kita dua ada history dengan Cikgu Fizik (itu perkara paling teruk kita pernah buat dekat cikgu). We came clean and I'm glad she was fine with that (at least that's what I thought because I got A in SPM, hehehe).

I learnt that you an aquaphobia. Ingat tak ada satu kem masa form 4 tu, kena river crossing. We both worried about how are you going to cross the river. You managed to cross eventually, remember? Bila hujung minggu, kita ajak awak borak-borak malam-malam. Rindunya!

Oh, I can't wait to see you next week! Boleh borak sampai malam-malam buta reminiscing about the good old days :)

Hello Kerteh.

2007.

5 years and still counting :)

Day 17 - An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)

2010-06-21T20:13:00.000+08:00

Hai, saya kembali lagi. Kali ni saya bukan nak tunjuk painting atau drawing mahupun sebuah sculpture. Mari kita lihat 1 gambar yang telah saya ambil di flickr kawan saya ini ,

Lihat bokeh heart tu. CANTIK! Satu hari nanti, saya pasti akan menghasilkan gambar seperti ini. Saya tahu dah camne nak buat camtu. Hehehehehehe :D

Untuk hasil2 kreatif beliau yang lain, boleh pergi sini,

http://www.flickr.com/photos/syedshazrin/

Day 16 - A song that makes you cry (or nearly)

2010-06-14T04:00:00.001+08:00

This is currently the song that COULD make me cry.

Taken from Lagenda Budak Setan OST. Boleh menangis, serius tak tipu! :'(

Hilangnya cintamu

Menusuk hatiku

Ternyata memilih

Cinta yang fana

and this song too,

Ungu - Cinta Dalam Hati

Ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu

Meski ku tunggu hingga ujung waktuku

Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya

Dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja

Tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya

Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

err, dua lagu takpe kan? ;)

Day 15 - A fanfic

2010-06-13T02:42:00.000+08:00

What the heck is fanfic? I have tried Google the word but yeah, I don't understand any of it. Let's rambling today. HAHA, sounds so me eh? :)

iPhone 4 is releasing soon. What's the big deal? I don't know. Feels like writing about it :) So here it goes...

I must admit iPhone 4 looks awesomely awesome, but there are few things about it that doesn't sound cool to me, I mean, I don't mind if I don't own it at all, and I don't mind if any of you own it at all. Feel free to buy once it released :)

#1 The design. I don't like the design. What's with the entirely flat back design? I mean, iPad, iPod and previous iPhone have their own trademark with a curve shape behind it, if you know what I mean. So, my first impression when I saw the iPhone was like, it looks just as plain as other phone. Yeahh, I know Apple has reason for such design, but who cares. I want the old design!

#2 Video Call. So finally iPhone comes up with a video call camera. But wait, none of my family is using a phone with video call. Okay, I might as well not interested with this feature at this moment.

#3 Large Screen, like veryyy wideeeee screen. I like it for this feature. ONLY this.

#4 Multi-tasking. "This smarter approach of multi tasking is only available on iPhone". Ermmm, BlackBerry pun ada jugak, so what's the difference?

#5 HD Video Recording and Editing. I must admit this is cool, but I don't think I would be needing it. Do I look I am gonna be a video editor soon? Naahh. So skip this! I can shoot video with my current phone anyway.

#6 5 megapixel camera. Heh, my Nikon D60 has 10 megapixel. Can you beat this, Apple??? :D

#7 Music?No need. I can use my iPod if I want to listen to music.

#8 Applications. This is cool too, but I think I'll be using most applications on Facebook and Twitter. So no, I don't give a single damn about their thousands applications (I've read a review about Apple has the most applications compared to Blackberry, Nokia, Sony etc)

The big difference between iPhone and BlackBerry is that iPhone is meant for someone who are more into graphic, games and entertainment much whilst BlackBerry are more into business and organized people. Hey, I'm a business woman remember? HAHA. So, my choice for buying BlackBerry 9700 was worth my money!

Like I mentioned earlier on this post, I really don't mind if any of you want to buy it, I don't have anything against it. Siapa dah beli bagitahu lah, boleh try test. Hehehe.

Day 14 - A Non Fictional Book

2010-06-12T03:42:00.000+08:00

Oh, hello! I'm back with my 30 days project. Sorry I couldn't update this in time. So let's see.... Hmmm, a non fictional book. I usually not type of person enjoying reading material such as encyclopedia, motivational book and would probably took me ages to finish reading them.

However,

I am looking for this book at this moment.

If you could find one this for me, I'd be delightful. I've searched this book in MPH, but I couldn't find it, or maybe I don't know which section to look for. So, please anyone?

I think it is non fictional because the story was based on a true story.

You might probably freak out, why all of a sudden? And the title itself, what happen to me? I couldn't answer them myself. I guess this holiday is the right time to muhasabah myself. I've gone too far, far beyond control. It's time to get back on track, the track where I was supposed to be.

Changes take time. But it's never too late to change, isn't it? What matter is niat.

Ups and Downs

2010-06-05T04:04:00.000+08:00

Another semester has passed by. Apa dah jadi satu semester ini. I find myself being very very unorganized this semester. The reasons are :

#1 I barely come to the lecture early, as I always wake up late. It happened because I stayed up too late.

#2 I finish up my assignment usually a day before the due date, or AN HOUR before the due time. That's explain the reason for #1.

#3 Because of #2, I often copied my friend's assignment. Punya lah pemalas kan?

#4 I don't study if we have a quiz on the next day, I'd always take the easy way out by copying my friend's quiz. Okay, not all the time laa. Ada la jugak buat sendiri He he he

#5 I become more lazy, no exercise much on evening or weekend. Nada.

#6 I rarely clean up my working table, I mean tak bersungguh-sungguh kalau kemas. I usually get a tissue and wipe those habuk and falling hairs on the table.

#7 I also barely re-organize my wardrobe, because I used to do this once in a month on previous semesters.

#8 I ditch books, not the academic one of course ; gila hape tak nak buka buku akademik? I mean, I ditch NOVEL & STORY BOOKS for one semester! WTH? I used to love reading.

#9 The files on my laptop are everywhere! Sometimes I forgot where I saved them.

#10 I was known for being the "Pemalas Tulis Nota" kind of people. You've got to see my note book, I don't write much, you'd probably see doodles on it, and some crappy notes. I even wrote song lyrics in my Thermodynamics notebook :O

#11 I didn't do my part well for being Treasurer of Kelab Kembara. I did recorded the money and some info, but unorganizedly.

I could write a lot more, but I'm just revealing the bad side of me even more kan? HAHA. I'm keeping it in a good way, telling people about my bad habits might help me to change to a better one, mungkin.

Those are quite a sum up all my activities this semester. I'll write more on the next post. The details of my semester.

:)

2010-06-02T01:33:00.000+08:00

Last paper :
Computer Aided Engineering Design (CAED)
2.30pm - 4.30pm
:)

Destiny

2010-05-28T23:23:00.000+08:00

The closer it comes, the farther it seems

Swaying back and forth like the sea

If you're swimming in it too

Surely we'll meet in the time of destiny

Hello.

I've been staring at the screen computer, thinking of what to blog today. The minute I write one phrase, the next minute I erased them. How I wish my life could be erased and be changed in a minute. There's so many things I want to change and make it the way I want it, or the way it was supposed to be.

No regret. No regret. Things happened for a reason.

Well anyways, I don't know if you happen to come across my formspring but since I created this "Ask me anything" thingy, I have been receiving more than 500 questions, 555 questions to be exact. Quite a number for an unknown like me. Some questions were fun to answer, but some of them were rude. Yes I did mention "yang merepek pun aku jawab juga" but when I mean "merepek", I doesn't have to include my FAMILY. This is soooo intolerable. I hate it when people make fun of my family, no one does right?

By the questions I received almost everyday, it shows that I do have haters. I know I am not perfect. I can't please everyone just so they would LIKE me. So, why can't this anonymous ask me nicely, so that I would pay nice in return?

It has been a long time since some anonymous stalker flooding me with piles of issues. But sometimes, I kinda like this distraction too. At least I have something to fight for :) and have someone to whimper to. Hehe.

Two more papers coming up. No way I can score for these two subjects, not in a million years.

Ps : emotionally unstable. "Yes, I want you to believe in the future."

Please tell me something I don't know

2010-05-26T07:46:00.000+08:00

Time now is 7.30am and I am still awake. I mean, I haven't gone to bed last night. So many things to study, yet so little time. Now, you might want to shout at me why am I blogging instead of studying. HAHA.

Oh yes, I have a lot of stories to update. But, I'll save it after final, okay? :)

One week to go for holiday. I am so gonna watch this movie on the first day.

I've told you I read the novel, haven't I? :) :) :)

Dalam kenangan

2010-05-20T00:40:00.001+08:00

Baby,
May you rest in peace.
I may not be your best buddy(huh?), but I can assure you that you were once part of me.
I may once slip you from my sight, but I know you were strong to catch me back.
You were cute when you were making "chick" noise as if you were being protective.
You were mad when I came in to you when your were asleep, but that doesn't change the fact the you still look cute when you were sleeping.
I miss you, baby. We all miss you.
Will you save one space for me in heaven?

Baby,
January 2010 - 15th May 2010.

Humphh..

2010-05-19T19:31:00.000+08:00

Show encrypted text

(Hint: the name of a book)

Distraction

2010-05-17T17:54:00.002+08:00

Like I said earlier, I like being distracted with things. Though sometimes I am not happy with it, well let's just say, at least I have something to think of, to digest my brain with stupid little things, and people say, it we think, we have the least probability to get Dementia (hoh, I Googled translate the word "nyanyuk", and they gave me this!), eh wait, it was supposed to be, if we read a lot, we unlikely to get nyanyuk. Ah, whatever.

I'm three quarter of the subject I've been studying for two days. Slow improvement, don't you think? I was supposed to do revision, not studying. It took me a heck hours to understand one single chapter. I deserved this. I had my 2nd test paper marks with me, but I am not opening it till forever. Screw 2nd test. I heard they told me I scored not even half, or perhaps not even QUARTER! I'm rising above now, so let's not discuss anything about the second test, shall we?

Okay, I am sorry I wasn't really in a good mood lately. This month, to be exact. You could say, I am having PMS, tapi tak logic lah takkan I'm having PMS for a month? So maybe it is something. It has been almost two 2 and a half years I'm here, and when it comes to examination season, I had a mood changing drastically, that's what I've been observing on myself recently. Well, that's what I NOTICED recently about myself. I still can't find the solution for this mental illness.

And I am have a sleeping disorder on examination weeks.

Ah, anyways, the final examination starts today! ALL THE BEST TO UTP STUDENTS! Break a leg! :)

Ps: Destiny, Alone & Open up your mind, the only distraction I wish I could endure forever.

Semoga Murah Rezeki.

2010-05-16T03:34:00.000+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday, Fatin Elliya Zailan.

Semoga sukses selalu.

Semoga bahagia disamping orang tersayang.

Jaga ibadah, jaga adab, jaga hubungan baik dengan orang sekeliling.

Thank you for everything.

You are one of the most wonderful person I've ever met.

May the friendship lasts forever.

3 years, and still counting.

I love you :)

Everything seems not fun at all.

2010-05-15T02:41:00.000+08:00

Sometimes,

I don't see the excitement of blogging anymore.
I have lost interest of facebook-ing.
I don't feel the fun side of updating my twitter.

Study sucks

2010-05-14T02:57:00.000+08:00

I haven't found the will to push me to study hard. and I don't have much idea to blogging lately. I wish I could fast forward the time to 3rd June, where it is end of semester.

Oh yeah, I spent my weekend in Subang last week and it was awesome! Kenny Rogers, Old Town, Hot n Roll, Ip Man 2, I-City, Watson, Guardian, Mid Valley - all in three days. and I am broke! and and and I get my first touch with my Blackberry for the first time!!!

I haven't thanked these people for making my dream come true - THANK YOU Kekcha, Zul and kakak :)

THANK YOU Abe n Kekcha for taking me out these weekend.

Now, I'm gonna think of new wish list hoping someone would listen to my wishessss and buy them for me. HEHEHEHE. But before that, I have to prove them by study hard :|

Okay, signing off.

Ps: Next outing, Broga Hills? :)

final exam

2010-05-10T10:29:00.001+08:00

Hello.

I'm a little relieved after UTP Academic management finally re-schedule/re-arrange/re-do the time table. No more 4 papers in a week! Yeay!! So my exam will end on 2nd June.

Can't believe it's finally the study week now. Let's not screwed this one up, boleh ker? I'm not putting any hopes this semester, just hoping a little improvement on my CGPA.

Thank you Allah for giving me so much rezeki, for giving me a healthy body to live, for giving me good eyes to see good things, for giving me good brain to think wisely and sanely, for giving me good hand to write nicely and to hold things perfectly, for giving me good foots and legs to walk normally and go to good places, for giving me good family, for giving me nice place to stay, nice friends, and thank you Allah for everything.

And to anyone whom I've ever hurt, I'm sorry for any of my wrong doings. I am imperfection, can't escape from making mistakes.

Hahaha, just a rambling post. I'll be back in UTP today. Oh God, it is study week!!!

testing

2010-05-09T19:47:00.001+08:00

Blogging via ehem ehem :)

Iron Man 2 was okayyy.

2010-05-08T05:57:00.001+08:00

It seems like I under estimated this movie. At first I don't even bother to know if this movie ever existed. Well, it has been a long time since the last time I watch any movies. So, I've been having a "APA YANG BEST SANGAT TENGOK WAYANG" feeling for this whole one semester.

Tak nak review banyak-banyak pasal movie ni, tapi overall this movie was fun to watch! :) Go watch if you haven't watched yet. Seriously, tak rugi.

Thank you for the day out. I had fun soooooooooo much :) Sayang korang sepuluh kuasa dua puluh enam.

Suka gambar ni banyak2 :)

I look tall on this picture!!!! Seriously guys?? (tak percaya? You may click to enlarge!! HAHA)

"something" but truth.

2010-05-06T03:06:00.000+08:00

It is almost 3 am while I am typing this. So, mind the language. Hehe.

I have discovered one thing about myself, I must be distracted with "something" to get over the same "something" . Ahh, you don't get it, do you? I'm just letting you know that, I was happy to be distracted with this "something". So yeah, kind of having a GOOD mood now.

I don't mind if that "something" is not entirely true, and I don't really put too high expectation on that "something", but we all wanna have fun, kan?

-----

Truth hurts. Truth scares the hell out of me. Truth is a guilty pleasure, NOT. Truth shouldn't be said to the wrong person. Most of the time, truth just makes me stronger than I thought.

But sometimes, truth is just making me weak.

Happy Birthday, Mak!

2010-05-04T12:51:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HARI JADI, MAK.

KETAHUILAH, BAHAWA ANI AMAT SAYANG MAK.

TUNGGU ANI BALIK NANTI, MAK MASAK SEDAP2 YE.

DAH LAMA TAK BALIK, MAK MESTI RINDU ANI KAN?

HEHE ;)

LAGI SEBULAN LAGI ANI BALIK.

MAK TUNGGU TAU!

this or that?

2010-05-02T18:11:00.000+08:00

After had a virtual conversation on Gtalk with a new friend I made last two days, he suggested me to buy this lens if I wanted to capture portrait. AF NIKKOR 50mm f/1.8D.

and a flash gun for indoors portrait,

and I don't know which flashgun is better, I randomly picked the picture above.

So, I am looking for these two items, used items preferably :) oh, I am using Nikon D60 by the way, if you forgot.

or,

in the short time, I am really really wanting this,

Ahh, Blackberry Bold 9700 to replace my broken phone. Hope to get this by.....ehem ehem... this week? :)

Really hope to have all these items by this year :D

I only write junks.

2010-05-01T03:01:00.001+08:00

I wanted to blog, but I don't know what to write. I always come up with loads of ideas, but eventually I don't even know where to start. I guess I have lost the quality of writing, or maybe I don't even have one?

I have a lot to think recently. Of course I know, what I have in mind not as much as others have. Perhaps I just can't stand the pressure I'm dealing with. Sometimes, I wish I could use some drugs to ease the pressure. But I don't know what drugs to take anyway. Plus, it's not healthy.

All I did was doing things stupidly and recklessly. I swear I could think wisely and sanely but I just said to my brain, "let's take a break for a while, let's see what the body wants to do today". I pretend to be naive, or acting unintelligently, though in reality I am not so intelligent at all. I break some rules I was actually advised people not to do because they are not right, but I did anyway, much worse to think of it.

I have lost my track a few weeks ago, or was it since the beginning?

But thanks to my recklessness and stupidness, I have found myself a true joy. I don't have to pretend to be what I'm not, don't have to be afraid of doing things I shouldn't have, restrain myself from having the feeling of freedom. Oh dear, I have gone too far.

I am still not knowing the objective of this post, rambling is one of my quality.

It has been a week of hectic and suffocate. Glad that no one dies in suffocation.

My best quality is thinking, and I have thought of something. Everything could have proceed now only that I am still missing one part, my other half.

I'll end my post today with, call me if you are the one, or if you think you are, or if you think you can be the one, or if you can't be the one and don't think you are the one but still want to call, it's okay though. We can still talk. I'll wait in my sleep. Hehe.

Ps: I hate to end my post with tense, that's why I put the laugh there :D